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Toby Johnson's books:

GAY SPIRITUALITY: The Role of Gay Identity in the Transformation of Human Consciousness

GAY PERSPECTIVE: Things Our Homosexuality Tells Us about the Nature of God and the Universe

SECRET MATTER: updated, revised & expanded edition from Lethe Press with Afterword by Mark Jordan

GETTING LIFE IN PERSPECTIVE: A romance novel set in the 1980s and the 1890s.

THE FOURTH QUILL, a novel about attitudinal healing and the problem of evil

TWO SPIRITS: A Story of Life with the Navajo, a collaboration with Walter L. Williams

CHARMED LIVES: Spinning Straw into Gold: Reclaiming Our Queer Spirituality Through Story


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Books on Gay Spirituality:

White Crane Gay Spirituality Series

  Articles and Excerpts:

Read Toby's review of Samuel Avery's The Dimensional Structure of Consciousness

Funny Coincidence: "Aliens Settle in San Francisco"

The Simple Answer to the Gay Marriage Debate

Why gay people should NOT Marry

Wedding Cake Liberation

Gay Marriage in Texas

What's ironic

Shame on the American People

The "highest form of love"

Second March on Washington

A Bifurcation of Gay Spirituality

 The cause of homosexuality

The origins of homophobia

Q&A about Jungian ideas in gay consciousness

What is homosexuality?

What is Gay Spirituality?

My three messages

What Jesus said about Gay Rights

Queering religion

Common Experiences Unique to Gay Men

Is there a "uniquely gay perspective"?

The purpose of homosexuality

The Reincarnation of Edward Carpenter

The Gay Succession

Interview on the Nature of Homosexuality

What the Bible Says about Homosexuality

Mesosexual Ideal for Straight Men

Varieties of Gay Spirituality

Waves of Gay Liberation Activity

Why Gay Spirituality: Spirituality as Artistic Medium

Easton Mountain Retreat Center

Andrew Harvey & Spiritual Activism

The Gay Spirituality Summit in May 2004 and the  "Statement of Spirituality"

"It's Always About You"

The myth of the Bodhisattva Avalokitesvara

Joseph Campbell's description of Avalokiteshvara

Avalokiteshvara at the Baths.

You're Not A Wave

What is Enlightenment?

What is reincarnation?

How many lifetimes in an ego?

Emptiness & Religious Ideas

Experiencing experiencing experiencing

Going into the Light

Meditations for a Funeral

Meditation Practice

The way to get to heaven

Buddha's father was right

Advice to Travelers to India & Nepal

The Danda Nata & goddess Kalika

Nate Berkus is a bodhisattva

John Boswell was Immanuel Kant

The Two Loves

Curious Bodies

What Toby Johnson Believes

The Joseph Campbell Connection

Campbell & The Pre/Trans Fallacy

The Nature of Religion

What's true about Religion

Being Gay is a Blessing

Drawing Long Straws

Freedom of Religion

The Gay Agenda

Gay Saintliness

Gay Spiritual Functions

The subtle workings of the spirit in gay men's lives.

The Sinfulness of Homosexuality

Proposal for a study of gay nondualism

Priestly Sexuality

 "The Evolution of Gay Identity"

"St. John of the Cross &
the Dark Night of the Soul."

 Eckhart's Eye

Let Me Tell You a Secret

Religious Articulations of the Secret

The Collective Unconscious

Driving as Spiritual Practice


Historicity as Myth


No Stealing

Next Step in Evolution

The New Myth

The Moulting of the Holy Ghost

Gaia is a Bodhisattva

The Hero's Journey as archetype

Marian Doctrines: Immaculate Conception & Assumption

Teenage Prostitution and the Nature of Evil

Allah Hu: "God is present here"
Adam and Steve

The Life is in the Blood

Gay retirement and the "freelance monastery"

Seeing with Different Eyes

The mystical experience at the Servites'  Castle in Riverside

The Great Dance according to C.S.Lewis

The Techniques Of The World Saviors

Part 1: Brer Rabbit and the Tar-Baby
Part 2:
The Bodhisattva Avalokiteshvara
Part 3:
Jesus and the Resurrection
Part 4:
A Course in Miracles

The Secret of the Clear Light

Understanding the Clear Light

Mobius Strip

Finding Your Tiger Face

How Gay Souls Get Reincarnated

In honor of Sir Arthur C Clarke

Karellen was a homosexual

About Alien Abduction

What are you looking for in a gay science fiction novel?

The D.A.F.O.D.I.L. Alliance

More about Gay Mental Health

Psych Tech Training

The Rainbow Flag

Ideas for gay mythic stories

Kip and Toby, Activists

Toby's friend and nicknamesake Toby Marotta.

Harry Hay, Founder of the gay movement

About Hay and The New Myth

About Karl Heinrich Ulrichs, the first man to really "come out"

About Michael Talbot, gay mystic

About Fr. Bernard Lynch

About Richard Baltzell

About Guy Mannheimer

About David Weyrauch

About Dennis Paddie

About Ask the Fire

About Arthur Evans

About Christopher Larkin

About Sterling Houston

About Michael Stevens

Our friend Tom Nash

Book Reviews

Be Done on Earth by Howard E. Cook

Pay Me What I'm Worth by Souldancer

The Way Out by Christopher L  Nutter
The Gay Disciple by John Henson

Art That Dares by Kittredge Cherry

Coming Out, Coming Home by Kennth A. Burr

Extinguishing the Light by B. Alan Bourgeois

Over Coffee: A conversation For Gay Partnership & Conservative Faith by D.a. Thompson

Dark Knowledge by Kenneth Low

Janet Planet by Eleanor Lerman

The Kairos by Paul E. Hartman

Wrestling with Jesus by D.K.Maylor

Kali Rising by Rudolph Ballentine

The Missing Myth by Gilles Herrada

The Secret of the Second Coming by Howard E. Cook

The Scar Letters: A Novel by Richard Alther

The Future is Queer by Labonte & Schimel

Missing Mary by Charlene Spretnak

Gay Spirituality 101 by Joe Perez

Cut Hand: A Nineteeth Century Love Story on the American Frontier by Mark Wildyr

Radiomen by Eleanor Lerman

Nights at Rizzoli by Felice Picano

The Key to Unlocking the Closet Door by Chelsea Griffo

The Door of the Heart by Diana Finfrock Farrar

Occam’s Razor by David Duncan

Grace and Demion by Mel White

Gay Men and The New Way Forward by Raymond L. Rigoglioso

The Dimensional Stucture of Consciousness by Samuel Avery

The Manly Pursuit of Desire and Love by Perry Brass

The Nature of Homosexuality

Toby Johnson was asked to assist a student in writing a paper about homosexuality.
Here's the interview:

1. Just to establish a baseline, how did you decide to write about homosexuality and psychological and spiritual functioning? Were there any specific events leading to it, or people you know, or is it just a view you feel strongly about?

I was raised deeply religious and entered Catholic religious life after high school in the early 1960s. In those days, children were kept very unaware of sexuality. I had no idea that such a thing as "sex" even existed, I think. It was in the context of religious life, as I grew older, that I came to experience attractions and feelings that I'd later come to think of as "gay." Because I was raised to be thoughtful and conscientious and of pure motive, I always understood my feelings of love and affection as part of my spiritual life.

During college, I studied comparative religions; I was greatly influenced by the ideas of Joseph Campbell, the religions scholar/mythologist who became famous in the late 80s when Public Television featured him in a series of talks with Bill Moyers called "The Power of Myth." I came to see religious myths are lessons and techniques for teaching psychological maturity and enlightened consciousness. The 1970s were a very psychotherapy-oriented time; people routinely joined "encounter groups" and underwent psychotherapy and counseling, the way they now join health clubs and run marathons.

As a graduate student in Theology, in 1969, I worked as a chaplain intern at a mental hospital in southern Los Angeles county. I was exposed to psychiatry. In that process, I came to understand the names for my sexual feelings and was able to think of myself as gay in a very positive and psychologically mature fashion.  Because I had such a good experience of "coming out" and understanding what gayness is AND a good experience of mental health as a way of giving good service to needy people, I turned my social service drive from religion to psychology. Over the 70s, I worked in a state mental hospital, then a psychiatric emergency clinic and studied for a PhD in Counseling Psychology. At the same time, while I was in grad school, I actually met and befriended Joseph Campbell and was part of the crew that worked his appearances in Northern California.

From high school on, I've thought of myself as a writer and so naturally sought to get my dissertation published. from that experience in the late 70s, I've gone on to write some other more books, to work as a bookseller, running a gay lesbian community bookstore, and now to co-manage a small gay press with a specialization in a thoughtful books about spirituality and psychological well-being mainly for gay men.

2) Briefly, what are your views about homosexuality?

I think homosexuality is a naturally occurring variation in "human nature" that must have evolved because it is useful to the species. The fact that so many important characters in history have been people we would now think of as homosexual--from Socrates to Michelangelo to Isaac Newton to Alan Turing to Dag Hammarskjold, to mention by a tiny number of the multitude--is evidence of its serviceable function to humanity.

I think there are quite a few different ways that gay people contribute--both personally and collectively. I think simply by living good and useful lives, we demonstrate that human beings don't have to reproduce and have children to live successfully; in an overcrowded world this is a VERY important message.

Traditionally people we'd now call gay have been religious and spiritual leaders. Among Native Americans, for instance, people called Two-spirits were the medicinemen, healers, and guides among certain tribes--especially the Plains Indians (like the Navajo). Two-spirits were people who were believed to possess both a male and a female soul, so they could understand both sides of humanity. This was seen as a divine gift.

Gay people have talents that come from blending gender traits--we make good nurses, caregivers, psychologists, counselors as well as artists and designers.

3) Many people view homosexuality as a "disease" or a "disorder". How would you counter that?

I think a very difficult step in psychological growth for a lot of heterosexual males is learning how to cope with their developing sexual feelings for females. It requires shift in friendship patterns as teenage boys cease being buddies with other boys and become young men courting young women. For many teenage boys, an important part of that maturation process involves a rejection of sexual feelings for their buddies; that is, in order to understand mature sexuality they need to break from their boyish feelings for one another. One way to do that is to reject the homosexual implication of their boyhood feelings.

I think that means that "homophobia"--the fear and hatred of things gay--is part of growing up for many men. (It is not so crucial an issue for girls becoming women because women are not as focused sexually.)

I think the reason many people view homosexuality as a "disease" or "disorder" is to justify and make sense of those feelings of homophobia.

I also think, in general, "other people's" sexual feelings are just baffling to us anyway. Sex is something kept, perhaps appropriately, private. We don't talk about these things with others. So anything different from our own feelings may seem "a disorder" because we wouldn't do that.

Historically, the great objection to homosexuality that we find in modern Christianity developed after the time of the Black Death in Europe. So many people died of the several waves of plague that the populace was expecting the end of the world and many were giving up on the propagation of life. Why have children if the end is near? So the Church and society had a need to encourage people to rebuild the population--if only so there would be workers for the fields and grow food. One way of doing that was to blame the plagues on non-reproductive sex. Then the solution would be reproductive sex. If God caused the plagues because people were not procreating enough, then the answer to stopping the plagues was to procreate more. It was at this time in history that, for instance, the story in the bible of Sodom and Gomorrah came to be interpreted as anti-homosexual. (There isn't actually anything about homosexuality in the story in the Bible; it's about not recognizing angels when they appear even disguised as foreigners.)

We've inherited that population-encouraging strategy from the Middle Ages as though it were central to the teachings of Jesus.

4) What do you think about how society has treated homosexuals? To you, has the way homosexuals are treated by society affect the way that they are given their rights? Are their rights hindered by disagreement in the government or by society?

In the recent past, homosexuals were still sometimes put in prison simply for being homosexual. That is clearly wrong. In the more distant past, homosexuals were burned alive. This still goes on in Islamic Fundamentalist countries today.

So much evil has been done against gay people--and so often in the name of religion.

Things have changed dramatically in recent times. The evolution of rights of homosexuals and women is one of the great signs of democracy at work. In our modern American free society, we are able to understand the concerns and feelings of other people and to make allowances for people to be different.

In some ways, the laws against homosexuality helped gay people feel more "special" and to have to struggle to explain their feelings to themselves. So while the laws were morally wrong, they did have a function in gay identity development.

Many gay people have struggled against the odds to be successful and it has made them better people. On the other hand, some who would have been successful have accidentally fallen victim to the negativity -- either by being persecuted from outside or by being emotionally devastated on the inside.

The real damage that anti-gay messages have in the world is not to legal rights, but to people's emotional well-being.

5) Many people say that homosexuality is unnatural and has no purpose. Could you reiterate what you think homosexuality brings to the world? Such as ideas or issues it highlights?

I wrote of this above: gay people witness to living a full rich life without having children, to serving just for goodness sake and not for one's own offspring. We also witness to the importance of viewing life from outside and over and above. Gay people learn to be outsiders and to keep a deep secret. That helps us understand the arbitrariness of what so many take for granted.

One of the functions gay people have always played in society is as extra surrogate parents. That is, bachelor uncles and maiden aunts were additional adults in the family or tribe to help raise the children. The more adults involved in children's development, the more likely the children are to be healthy, intelligent, and wise. The presence of gay people in extended families probably helped the whole family function better and people to get along with one another better.

There is a theory called "biological exuberance" that says nature is so abundant that it produces lots of variations in living beings just for the sake of variation. Diversity is a good in itself. In this way of thinking, homosexuality is natural simply because it is a possible variation and all variations are good for the development of the species.

6) How do you think homosexuality came about and why? Is it spiritual or physical?

The origins of homosexuality are really not understood. The best parallel to homosexuality is lefthandedness. We don't really understand why some people are left handed; their brains just work that way. Maybe it is just chance because it is possible. About the same number of people are left handed as are homosexual -- though handedness and sexual orientation aren't particularly related to each other.

My own guess is that homosexuality originates in the growth of brain cells in a developing fetus as those cells are influenced by neurotransmitters in the mother's blood. It is all pretty random, but may have some genetic influences.

I also think it is "karmic," that is, spiritual in origin. The same way some people are said to be called to the priesthood or have special talents that cause them to become artists, so I think people are "called" to be gay. For some it is a burden they carry, for others an ordeal, for others a gift. From the spiritual perspective, the issue is what you manage to do with the traits you are given to make your life and the life of those around you better.

7) Last question. For credibility, can you tell me how many books you've written and how long you've worked or researched this topic.

I've written a total of ten books; they all deal with the nature of religion, mythology, and spirituality--and how to live a good life. Four are novels, featuring gay characters working to understand their feelings and to interpret the "spiritual message" in their feelings. Two are about my experience of studying Joseph Campbell's ideas. Two are specifically about the gay spirituality movement and what gay people can understand about the nature of religion from their specific experience. One is a book I edited of essays and short stories demonstrating "gay spirit in storytelling."

I'm 64 years old, so I guess I have been "researching" this topic since I entered religious life at age 17, so 47 years.

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Toby Johnson, PhD is author of eight books: three non-fiction books that apply the wisdom of his teacher and "wise old man," Joseph Campbell to modern-day social and religious problems, three gay genre novels that dramatize spiritual issues at the heart of gay identity, and two books on gay men's spiritualities and the mystical experience of homosexuality. In addition to the novels featured elsewhere in this web site, Johnson is author of IN SEARCH OF GOD IN THE SEXUAL UNDERWORLD and THE MYTH OF THE GREAT SECRET (Revised edition): AN APPRECIATION OF JOSEPH CAMPBELL.

Johnson's Lammy Award winning book GAY SPIRITUALITY: The Role of Gay Identity in the Transformation of Human Consciousness was published in 2000. His Lammy-nominated book  GAY PERSPECTIVE: Things Our Homosexuality Tells Us about the Nature of God and the Universe was published by Alyson in 2003. Both books are available now from Lethe Press.

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