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FINDING
YOUR OWN TRUE MYTH: What I Learned
from Joseph Campbell: The
Myth
of the
Great Secret
III
GAY
SPIRITUALITY:
The Role of Gay Identity in the Transformation of Human Consciousness
GAY PERSPECTIVE:
Things Our Homosexuality Tells Us about the Nature of God and the
Universe
SECRET MATTER, a sci-fi novel with
wonderful "aliens" with an
Afterword by Mark Jordan
GETTING
LIFE IN PERSPECTIVE:
A
Fantastical Gay Romance set in two different time periods
THE FOURTH QUILL, a
novel about attitudinal healing and the problem of evil
TWO SPIRITS: A Story of Life with
the
Navajo, a collaboration with Walter L. Williams
CHARMED
LIVES: Spinning Straw into
Gold: GaySpirit in Storytelling, a collaboration with
Steve Berman and some 30 other writers
THE MYTH OF THE GREAT
SECRET:
An
Appreciation of Joseph Campbell
IN SEARCH OF GOD IN THE
SEXUAL UNDERWORLD: A Mystical Journey
Unpublished manuscripts
About ordering
Books on
Gay Spirituality:
White
Crane Gay Spirituality Series
Articles
and Excerpts:
Review of Samuel
Avery's The
Dimensional Structure of Consciousness
Funny
Coincidence: "Aliens Settle in San Francisco"
About Liberty Books, the
Lesbian/Gay Bookstore for Austin, 1986-1996
The Simple Answer to the Gay Marriage Debate
A
Bifurcation of Gay Spirituality
Why gay people should NOT Marry
The Scriptural Basis for
Same Sex Marriage
Toby and Kip Get Married
Wedding Cake Liberation
Gay Marriage in Texas
What's ironic
Shame on the American People
The "highest form of love"
Gay Consciousness
Why homosexuality is a sin
The cause of homosexuality
The
origins of homophobia
Q&A
about Jungian ideas in gay consciousness
What
is homosexuality?
What
is Gay Spirituality?
My three
messages
What
Jesus said about Gay
Rights
Queering
religion
Common
Experiences Unique to Gay
Men
Is there a "uniquely gay
perspective"?
The
purpose of homosexuality
Interview on the Nature of
Homosexuality
What the Bible Says about
Homosexuality
Mesosexual
Ideal for Straight Men
Varieties
of Gay Spirituality
Waves
of Gay Liberation Activity
The Gay Succession
Wouldn’t You Like to Be Uranian?
The Reincarnation of
Edward Carpenter
Why Gay Spirituality: Spirituality
as Artistic Medium
Easton Mountain Retreat Center
Andrew Harvey &
Spiritual Activism
The Mysticism of
Andrew Harvey
The
upsidedown book on MSNBC
Enlightenment
"It's
Always About You"
The myth of the Bodhisattva
Avalokitesvara
Joseph
Campbell's description of
Avalokiteshvara
You're
Not A Wave
Joseph Campbell Talks
about Aging
What is Enlightenment?
What is reincarnation?
How many lifetimes in an
ego?
Emptiness & Religious Ideas
Experiencing experiencing experiencing
Going into the Light
Meditations for a Funeral
Meditation Practice
The way to get to heaven
Buddha's father was right
What Anatman means
Advice to Travelers to India
& Nepal
The Danda Nata
& goddess Kalika
Nate Berkus is a bodhisattva
John Boswell was Immanuel Kant
Cutting
edge realization
The Myth of the
Wanderer
Change: Source of
Suffering & of Bliss
World Navel
What the Vows Really
Mean
Manifesting
from the Subtle Realms
The Three-layer
Cake
& the Multiverse
The
est Training and Personal Intention
Effective
Dreaming in Ursula LeGuin's The Lathe of Heaven
Gay
Spirituality
Curious
Bodies
What
Toby Johnson Believes
The
Joseph Campbell Connection
The
Mann Ranch (& Rich Gabrielson)
Campbell
& The Pre/Trans Fallacy
The
Two Loves
The
Nature of Religion
What's true about
Religion
Being
Gay is a Blessing
Drawing Long Straws
Freedom
of Religion
The
Gay Agenda
Gay
Saintliness
Gay
Spiritual Functions
The subtle workings of the spirit
in gay men's lives.
The Sinfulness of
Homosexuality
Proposal
for a study of gay nondualism
Priestly Sexuality
Having a Church to
Leave
Harold Cole on Beauty
Marian Doctrines:
Immaculate Conception & Assumption
Not lashed to the
prayer-post
Monastic or Chaste
Homosexuality
Is It Time to Grow
Up? Confronting
the Aging Process
Notes on Licking
(July, 1984)
Redeem Orlando
Gay Consciousness changing
the
world by Shokti LoveStar
Alexander Renault
interviews Toby
Johnson
Mystical Vision
"The
Evolution of Gay Identity"
"St. John of the
Cross & the Dark Night of
the Soul."
Avalokiteshvara
at the Baths
Eckhart's Eye
Let Me
Tell You a Secret
Religious
Articulations of the
Secret
The
Collective Unconscious
Driving as
Spiritual Practice
Meditation
Historicity
as Myth
Pilgrimage
No
Stealing
Next
Step in Evolution
The
New Myth
The Moulting of the Holy Ghost
Gaia
is a Bodhisattva
The Hero's
Journey
The
Hero's Journey as archetype -- GSV 2016
The Gay Hero Journey
(shortened)
You're
On Your Own
Superheroes
Seeing
Differently
Teenage
Prostitution and the Nature of Evil
Allah
Hu: "God is present here"
Adam
and Steve
The Life is
in the Blood
Gay retirement and the "freelance
monastery"
Seeing with
Different Eyes
Facing
the Edge: AIDS as an occasion for spiritual wisdom
What
are you looking for in a gay science fiction novel?
The Vision
The
mystical experience at the Servites' Castle in Riverside
A Most Remarkable
Synchronicity in
Riverside
The
Great Dance according to C.S.Lewis
The Techniques Of The
World Saviors
Part 1: Brer Rabbit and the
Tar-Baby
Part 2: The
Bodhisattva Avalokiteshvara
Part 3: Jesus
and the Resurrection
Part 4: A
Course in Miracles
The
Secret of the Clear Light
Understanding
the Clear Light
Mobius
Strip
Finding
Your
Tiger Face
How Gay Souls Get Reincarnated
Joseph
Campbell, the Hero's Journey, and the modern Gay Hero-- a five part
presentation on YouTube
About Alien Abduction
In
honor of Sir Arthur C Clarke
Karellen was a homosexual
The
D.A.F.O.D.I.L. Alliance
Intersections
with the movie When We Rise
More
about Gay Mental Health
Psych
Tech Training
Toby
at the California Institute
The
Rainbow Flag
Ideas for gay
mythic stories
People
Kip and Toby,
Activists
Toby's
friend and nicknamesake Toby Marotta.
Harry
Hay, Founder of the gay movement
About Hay and The New Myth
About
Karl
Heinrich Ulrichs, the first
man to really "come out"
About Michael Talbot, gay mystic
About Fr. Bernard Lynch
About Richard Baltzell
About Guy Mannheimer
About David Weyrauch
About
Dennis Paddie
About Ask the Fire
About
Arthur Evans
About
Christopher Larkin
About Mark Thompson
About Sterling Houston
About Michael Stevens
The Alamo Business
Council
Our friend Tom Nash
Second March on
Washington
The
Gay
Spirituality Summit in May 2004 and the "Statement
of Spirituality"
Book
Reviews
Be Done on Earth by Howard
E. Cook
Pay Me What I'm Worth by
Souldancer
The Way Out by Christopher
L Nutter
The Gay Disciple by John Henson
Art That Dares by Kittredge Cherry
Coming Out, Coming Home by Kennth
A. Burr
Extinguishing
the Light by B. Alan Bourgeois
Over Coffee: A conversation
For Gay
Partnership & Conservative Faith by D.a. Thompson
Dark Knowledge
by
Kenneth Low
Janet Planet by
Eleanor
Lerman
The
Kairos by Paul E. Hartman
Wrestling
with Jesus by D.K.Maylor
Kali Rising by Rudolph
Ballentine
The
Missing Myth by Gilles Herrada
The
Secret of the Second Coming by Howard E. Cook
The Scar Letters: A
Novel
by Richard Alther
The
Future is Queer by Labonte & Schimel
Missing Mary
by Charlene Spretnak
Gay
Spirituality 101 by Joe Perez
Cut Hand: A
Nineteeth Century Love Story on the American Frontier by Mark Wildyr
Radiomen
by Eleanor Lerman
Nights
at
Rizzoli by Felice Picano
The Key
to Unlocking the Closet Door by Chelsea Griffo
The Door
of the Heart by Diana Finfrock Farrar
Occam’s
Razor by David Duncan
Grace
and
Demion by Mel White
Gay Men and The New Way Forward by Raymond L.
Rigoglioso
The
Dimensional Stucture of Consciousness by Samuel Avery
The
Manly Pursuit of Desire and Love by Perry Brass
Love
Together: Longtime Male Couples on Healthy Intimacy and Communication
by Tim Clausen
War
Between Materialism and Spiritual by Jean-Michel Bitar
The
Serpent's Gift: Gnostic Reflections on the Study of Religion by
Jeffrey J. Kripal
Esalen:
America and the Religion of No Religion by Jeffrey J. Kripal
The
Invitation to Love by
Darren Pierre
Brain,
Consciousness, and God: A Lonerganian Integration by Daniel A
Helminiak
A
Walk with Four Spiritual Guides by Andrew Harvey
Can Christians Be Saved? by Stephenson & Rhodes
The
Lost Secrets of the Ancient Mystery Schools by Stephenson &
Rhodes
Keys to
Spiritual
Being: Energy Meditation and Synchronization Exercises by Adrian
Ravarour
In
Walt We
Trust by John Marsh
Solomon's
Tantric Song by Rollan McCleary
A Special Illumination by Rollan McCleary
Aelred's
Sin
by Lawrence Scott
Fruit
Basket
by Payam Ghassemlou
Internal
Landscapes by John Ollom
Princes
& Pumpkins by David Hatfield Sparks
Yes by Brad
Boney
Blood of the Goddess by William Schindler
Roads of Excess,
Palaces of
Wisdom by Jeffrey Kripal
Evolving
Dharma by Jay Michaelson
Jesus
in Salome's Lot by Brett W. Gillette
The Man Who Loved Birds by Fenton Johnson
The
Vatican Murders by Lucien Gregoire
"Sex Camp"
by
Brian McNaught
Out
& About with Brewer & Berg
Episode One: Searching for a New Mythology
The
Soul Beneath the Skin by David Nimmons
Out
on
Holy Ground by Donald Boisvert
The
Revotutionary Psychology of Gay-Centeredness by Mitch Walker
Out There
by Perry Brass
The Crucifixion of Hyacinth by Geoff Puterbaugh
The
Silence of Sodom by Mark D Jordan
It's
Never About What It's About by Krandall Kraus and Paul Borja
ReCreations,
edited by Catherine Lake
Gospel: A
Novel
by WIlton Barnhard
Keeping
Faith: A Skeptic’s Journey by Fenton Johnson
Dating the Greek Gods by Brad Gooch
Telling
Truths in Church by Mark D. Jordan
The
Substance of God by Perry Brass
The
Tomcat Chronicles by Jack Nichols
10
Smart
Things Gay Men Can Do to Improve Their Lives by Joe Kort
Jesus and the Shamanic Tradition of Same Sex Love
by Will Roscoe
The
Third Appearance by Walter Starcke
The Last Hours of Ancient Sunlight by Thom Hartmann
Surviving
and Thriving After a Life-Threatening Diagnosis by Bev Hall
Men,
Homosexuality, and the Gods by Ronald Long
An Interview
with Ron Long
Queering Creole Spiritual Traditons by Randy
Conner & David Sparks
An Interview with
Randy Conner
Pain,
Sex
and Time by Gerald Heard
Sex
and the Sacred by Daniel Helminiak
Blessing Same-Sex Unions by Mark Jordan
Rising Up
by
Joe Perez
Soulfully
Gay
by Joe Perez
That
Undeniable Longing by Mark Tedesco
Vintage: A
Ghost
Story by
Steve Berman
Wisdom
for the Soul by Larry Chang
MM4M a DVD
by Bruce Grether
Double
Cross
by David Ranan
The
Transcended Christian by Daniel Helminiak
Jesus
in Love by Kittredge Cherry
In
the Eye of the Storm by Gene Robinson
The
Starry Dynamo by Sven Davisson
Life
in
Paradox by Fr Paul Murray
Spirituality for Our Global Community by Daniel
Helminiak
Gay & Healthy in a Sick Society by Robert A.
Minor
Coming Out: Irish Gay Experiences by Glen O'Brien
Queering
Christ
by Robert Goss
Skipping
Towards Gomorrah by Dan Savage
The
Flesh of the Word by Richard A Rosato
Catland by
David Garrett Izzo
Tantra
for Gay Men by Bruce Anderson
Yoga
&
the Path of the Urban Mystic by Darren Main
Simple
Grace
by Malcolm Boyd
Seventy
Times Seven by Salvatore Sapienza
What
Does "Queer" Mean Anyway? by Chris Bartlett
Critique of Patriarchal Reasoning by Arthur Evans
Gift
of
the Soul by Dale Colclasure & David Jensen
Legend of the Raibow Warriors by Steven McFadden
The
Liar's
Prayer by Gregory Flood
Lovely
are the Messengers by Daniel Plasman
The Human Core of Spirituality by Daniel Helminiak
3001:
The Final Odyssey by Arthur C. Clarke
Religion and the Human Sciences by Daniel Helminiak
Only
the
Good Parts by Daniel Curzon
Four
Short
Reviews of Books with a Message
Life
Interrupted by Michael Parise
Confessions of a Murdered Pope by Lucien Gregoire
The
Stargazer's Embassy by Eleanor Lerman
Conscious
Living, Conscious Aging by Ron Pevny
Footprints Through the Desert by Joshua Kauffman
True
Religion by J.L. Weinberg
The Mediterranean Universe by John Newmeyer
Everything
is God by Jay Michaelson
Reflection
by Dennis Merritt
Everywhere
Home by Fenton Johnson
Hard Lesson by James
Gaston
God
vs Gay?
by Jay Michaelson
The
Gate
of Tears: Sadness and the Spiritual Path by Jay Michaelson
Roxie
&
Fred by Richard Alther
Not
the Son He Expected by Tim Clausen
The
9 Realities of Stardust by Bruce P. Grether
The
Afterlife Revolution by Anne & Whitley Strieber
AIDS
Shaman:
Queer Spirit Awakening by Shokti Lovestar
Facing the Truth of Your Life by Merle Yost
The
Super Natural by Whitley Strieber & Jeffrey J Kripal
Secret
Body by
Jeffrey J Kripal
In
Hitler's
House by Jonathan Lane
Walking on Glory by Edward Swift
The
Paradox
of Porn by Don Shewey
Is Heaven for Real? by Lucien Gregoire
Enigma by Lloyd Meeker
Scissors,
Paper, Rock by Fenton Johnson
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Johnson's
Books on Gay Men's Spiritualities:
Gay Perspective
Things Our [Homo]sexuality
Tells Us
about the
Nature of God and
the Universe
Gay
Perspective is available as an audiobook narrated
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Gay Spirituality
Gay Identity and
the Transformation of
Human Consciousness
Gay
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Charmed
Lives: Gay Spirit in Storytelling
edited by
Toby Johnson
& Steve Berman
Secret
Matter
Lammy Award Winner for Gay
Science Fiction
updated
Getting Life in
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A Fantastical Romance
Getting
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The Fourth Quill
originally published
as
PLAGUE
The Fourth Quill is
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Moreland. Click here
Two Spirits: A Story of
Life
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with Walter L. Williams
Two
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Finding
Your Own True Myth: What I Learned from Joseph
Campbell
The
Myth
of the
Great Secret III
In Search of God in the Sexual Underworld
The Myth of the Great
Secret: An Appreciation of Joseph Campbell.
This
was the second edition of this book.
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TECHNIQUES OF THE WORLD
SAVIORS:
Bodhisattva Avalokiteshvara
The Bodhisattva as Thousand
Armed Chenresig
"Thousand-armed" because he is everybody.
Courtesy of Osel
Shen Phen
Ling
from The Myth of the Great Secret: An
Appreciation
of Joseph Campbell (Celestial Arts, 1990)
This article has 4
parts.
This is
the
second
part
Part 1: Brer Rabbit and
the
Tar-Baby
Part 2: The Bodhisattva
Avalokiteshvara
Part 3: Jesus and the
Resurrection
Part 4: A Course in
Miracles
The
heroes of
Mahayana
Buddhism are Siddhartha Gautama, who entered nirvana and became the
Lord Buddha, and the Bodhisattva Avalokitesvara, who renounced
nirvana to save all sentient beings. Compared to early Buddhism,
which taught that life was all suffering and that each individual had
to work to escape from life into a nirvana that was simply
extinction, as we have observed earlier, the Mahayanist
reinterpretation of the Buddha's teachings several hundred years
after his death was relatively life-affirming.
Mahayana sages, like
Nagarjuna,
taught
that the
world arises through a process of "mutual coorigination" in which
nothing is known individually or independently but only relatively in
its interacting with everything else in a great cosmic unity. Since
nothing is absolute, nothing can be known of Absolute Truth. All
knowledge is empty. Even the teachings of the Buddha are not
absolute, but only hints at a greater, unknowable, ineffable Truth.
The denial of all absolute distinctions implies that there is no
ascertainable difference between samsara, the world of change and
apparent suffering, and nirvana, the state beyond change and
suffering. Samsara is nirvana The world is no different from heaven.
They taught a radical monism in which all beings are manifestations
of the One Being. The illusion from which all must be saved is that
individual existence is real. The Mahayanists recommended compassion
for others as the "skillful means" of attaining enlightenment and
escaping rebirth. They accepted life in the world, not just in the
monastery, as an exercise in gaining enlightenment.
To communicate the
emptiness of
Absolute
Truth,
radical monism, and compassion as the means to salvation, the
Mahayanists told the story of the Bodhisattva Avalokitesvara. The
myth tells that the lovely, androgynous saint, Avalokitesvara, was on
the verge of entering into nirvana, thus leaving behind forever the
world of samsara. Just as his meditation was deepening and his
insight into the transience of all phenomena growing, he was
distracted by a great groaning, rising up all about him in the world.
He came out of his trance and, looking around him, asked: What is
this groaning I hear? All the birds and trees and grass and all
sentient beings replied to him: O Avalokitesvara, our lives are times
of suffering and pain; we live in a delusion from which we cannot
seem to escape. You are so beautiful and so kind. Your presence here
among us has given us joy and a reason for living. We all love you
so, and we are saddened by the prospect of your leaving us. And so we
groan.
At that the young
saint was
filled
with
compassion and chose not to enter nirvana, but to remain in the cycle
of birth and death so that the others would not have to suffer. And
he vowed to renounce nirvana until all sentient beings were equally
enlightened. He saw that it was better that one should suffer than
that all should. And he took upon himself their suffering, so that he
alone would wander the cycles of karma, far from the homeland.
Avalokitesvara,
whose
name means "The Lord Looking Down in Pity," agreed to take upon
himself the suffering of the world. And he willed that the merit for
this selfless act should go out from him to all beings, so that all
should be saved. I will not enter nirvana, he vowed, until all beings
have entered nirvana. By the generosity of Avalokitesvara all the
rest have already gone home.
The Bodhisattva's vow
is
expressed
ritually in
a litany all Mahayanists are urged to repeat:
However
innumerable
beings are,
I vow to save them;
however
inexhaustible the
passions
are,
I vow to extinguish them;
however
immeasurable the
Dharmas
are,
I vow to master them;
however
incomparable the
Buddha-truth
is,
I vow to attain it. (For
a more modern version)
His name also means
"The Lord
Who is
Seen
Within." For, of course, what the myth means is that at the essence
of every person is the Lord Savior. Salvation comes from recognizing
who we really are. And from that perspective then everything that
happens to us is but an experience of our true essence.
In the Japanese story
of the
bodhisattva
Amida
there is a variation on Avalokitesvara's vow. As Amida was about to
enter nirvana, he too felt compassion for all beings. He declared
that he would not complete his entry into nirvana unless it were
guaranteed that all beings who had called upon his help, saying his
name as few as ten times in their lives, would at death gain
immediate admission to the Pure Land. He subsequently entered
nirvana, becoming Amida, the Sun Buddha.
To followers of Shin
Buddhism,
called
the
Pure
Land Sect, his departure was a sure sign that salvation awaits those
who honor the name of Amida and reverently chant his mantra: Namu
Amida Butsu (I take refuge in the Buddha Amida). Perhaps soon after dawn on
the sixth of August 1945, when citizens of Hiroshima observed the
noonday sun descending upon them several hours early, some of them
saw not the wrath of America annihilating them in an act of war but
the face of Amida the Sun Buddha welcoming them into the Pure Land,
making them one with the sun.
At any rate, in spite
of the
horrors--or,
indeed, because of them--Avalokitesvara alone remains, though he soon
will follow. And when he does, when, after experiencing all the
suffering in every world system whatsoever, he turns to enter the
gates of nirvana, he will discover that there is no nirvana and no
samsara, that there have never been sentient beings, and there has
never been a bodhisattva who has suffered, and that all is empty and
has been so from the beginning.
Avalokitesvara
is
portrayed as bisexual, both male and female, uniting the opposites.
In this androgyny he personifies the principle of emptiness: samsara
is nirvana, nirvana is samsara: there are no exclusive categories.
Today "bisexual" has also come to mean being both heterosexual and
homosexual, uniting the opposites.
When
the Buddhists imported statues of
Avalokiteshvara to China, the Chinese who did not have a tradition of
bisexual gods, understood the figure to be female. He/she became the
"Goddess of Compassion" Kwan Yin.
Here's
a lovely image of Kwan Yin (alternately QuanYin)
by the icon painter William Hart McNichols.
When I first learned
about
Avalokitesvara, I
was not worldly enough to distinguish between these two meanings of
bisexual. Learning of bisexual gods (of which Avalokitesvara is but
one in a crowded pantheon) helped me to reevaluate deeply
ingrained--and personally destructive--prejudices about
homosexuality. For the myths tell us that from the mystical
perspective the distinctions between male and female and between
homosexual and heterosexual--as between time and eternity, pluralism
and monism--are meaningless.
Even
Saint Paul declared that
in
Christ
there
is neither male nor female. And the Jesus of the Gnostic Gospel of
Thomas declared that until one had made the male as female and the
female as male, one could not enter the kingdom. Like the myth of the
androgynous bodhisattva, this suggests that one has to overcome the
tendency of the mind to differentiate and value before one can
perceive the unity of life. For what Jesus called the Kingdom was
probably not an afterlife, but a mystical realization of the ultimate
unity of all beings. In the canonical, but only slightly less
gnostic, Gospel of John, Jesus prayed that all may be one, even as he
had realized he was one with the Father. ln Buddhist terms, Jesus was
a bodhisattva, for he took upon himself the sin--the pain, the
brokenness, the blindness, the stupidity and apparent failure--of the
world.
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This article has 4 parts.
This is
the
second
part
Part 1: Brer
Rabbit
and
the
Tar-Baby
Part 2: The Bodhisattva
Avalokiteshvara
Part 3: Jesus
and the
Resurrection
Part 4: A
Course in
Miracles
See also Toby Johnson's story of
Meeting Avalokiteshvara
at
the
21st
Street Baths
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Here's a more
contemporary statement of the vows and understanding of what the
bodhisattva identity might mean to us modern Americans
today:
"However countless
sentient
beings, I vow to save them.*
However
inexhaustible
the
resistance, I vow to relinquish it.
However many the
doors
of
incarnation, I vow to enter them all.
However
incomparable the
highest
perspective, I vow to attain it."
The San
Francisco-based
Gay Buddhist Fellowship issued another "updated" version of the vows in
their newsletter in 1998:
I vow to celebrate for all
sentient
beings.
I vow to enjoy my delusions in
vivid and wonderful ways without being attached.
I vow to dance through the
Dharma
Gates I am presented with
and fully experience them.
I vow to appreciate the
fullness
and emptiness of all my senses and be with them without attachment as
Buddha taught.
*Notice that "However
countless
sentient
beings are"
also means "However the countless sentient beings are," meaning less
the countlessness of all beings than the non-judgmentalness of the
bodhisattva's attitude in making the vow. I vow to save all beings
regardless of who they are and what they're like.
French
existentialist
playwright Jean Anouilh proposed a scenario for the Last Judgment
that elucidates this point in Christian mythology.
The
good
are
densely clustered at the gate of heaven, eager to march in, sure of
their reserved seats, keyed up and bursting with impatience.
All
at
once, a
rumor
starts
spreading: "It seems He's going to forgive those others,
too!"
For
a
minute,
everybody's
dumbfounded. They look at one another in disbelief, gasping and
sputtering, "After all the trouble I went through!" "If only I'd
known this..." "I just cannot get over it!"
Exasperated,
they
work
themselves into a fury and start cursing God; and at that very
instant they're damned. That was the final judgment. (cited in Louis
Evely, That
Man
is
You)
The
way to
get
into
heaven
is
to want other people to get in too. The tragedy of the
anti-homosexual stance of most religions is not so much what it does
to the gay people. (We can wake up and leave, after all!) It is what
it does to the faithful.
If
you take
Jesus's
prediction
of the Last Judgment seriously, he is going to have to say to the
Fundamentalists: "Behold, when I was thrown of the military or was
fired from my job or evicted from my apartment, you didn't care. When
I was sick, you didn't visit me or lobby Congress for research funds.
When I wanted to sacramentalize my relationship, you passed laws to
prevent me. When I needed civil rights, you vilified me and
misrepresented my claims. When I complained about injustice and
demonstrated politically, you sensationalized my cause as a
fund-raising tactic to gather more wealth into your coffers. When I
died, you picketed my funeral. Behold, what you didn't do for the
least of these, my lesbian and gay sisters and brothers, that you
didn't do for me. Because you were not hospitable to these strangers
in your midst, heaven holds no hospitality for you. Get thee into
everlasting damnation." (Matthew 25: 45)
Perhaps
the
reason
spiritually-oriented gay people have to work for the transformation
of religion is to save the Christians from their own hell-fire!
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