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      FINDING
YOUR OWN TRUE MYTH: What I Learned
from Joseph Campbell: The
Myth
of the
Great Secret
III 
       
       
        
       
        
       
      GAY
SPIRITUALITY:
The Role of Gay Identity in the Transformation of Human Consciousness 
       
        
        
       
       
       
      GAY PERSPECTIVE:
Things Our Homosexuality Tells Us about the Nature of God and the
Universe 
       
        
        
       
       
      SECRET MATTER, a sci-fi novel with
wonderful "aliens" with an
Afterword by Mark Jordan 
       
       
        
       
      GETTING
LIFE IN PERSPECTIVE: 
A
Fantastical Gay Romance set in two different time periods 
        
       
        
        
       
      THE FOURTH QUILL, a
novel about attitudinal healing and the problem of evil  
       
       
       
        
      TWO SPIRITS: A Story of Life with
the
Navajo, a collaboration with Walter L. Williams 
       
       
       
        
      CHARMED
LIVES: Spinning Straw into
Gold: GaySpirit in Storytelling, a collaboration with
Steve Berman and some 30 other writers 
       
       
      
        
       
       
      THE MYTH OF THE GREAT
SECRET:
An
Appreciation of Joseph Campbell 
       
       
       
       
        
       
       
      IN SEARCH OF GOD IN THE
SEXUAL UNDERWORLD: A Mystical Journey 
       
        
      Unpublished manuscripts 
       
        
      About ordering 
       
        
        
      Books on
Gay Spirituality: 
      White
Crane Gay Spirituality Series 
       
        
        
        
       
      
       
        
       
       
Articles
and Excerpts:
        
      Review of Samuel
Avery's The
Dimensional Structure of Consciousness 
       
        
      Funny
Coincidence: "Aliens Settle in San Francisco" 
       
       
      About Liberty Books, the
Lesbian/Gay Bookstore for Austin, 1986-1996 
       
       
      The Simple Answer to the Gay Marriage Debate 
       
        
      A
Bifurcation of Gay Spirituality 
       
       
      Why gay people should NOT Marry 
       
       
      The Scriptural Basis for
Same Sex Marriage 
       
        
      Toby and Kip Get Married 
       
       
      Wedding Cake Liberation 
       
        
      Gay Marriage in Texas 
       
        
      What's ironic 
       
       
      Shame on the American People  
       
        
      The "highest form of love" 
       
       
        
       
       
      Gay Consciousness
       
       
      Why homosexuality is a sin 
       
        
      The cause of homosexuality 
       
        
      The
origins of homophobia 
       
        
      Q&A
about Jungian ideas in gay consciousness 
       
       
      What
is homosexuality? 
       
       
      What
is Gay Spirituality? 
       
        
      My three
messages 
       
        
      What
Jesus said about Gay
Rights 
       
       
      Queering
religion 
       
       
      Common
Experiences Unique to Gay
Men 
       
       
      Is there a "uniquely gay
perspective"? 
       
       
       The
purpose of homosexuality 
       
        
      Interview on the Nature of
Homosexuality 
       
       
      What the Bible Says about
Homosexuality 
       
       
      Mesosexual
Ideal for Straight Men 
       
       
      Varieties
of Gay Spirituality  
       
        
      Waves
of Gay Liberation Activity 
       
       
      The Gay Succession 
       
       
      Wouldn’t You Like to Be Uranian? 
       
       
      The Reincarnation of
Edward Carpenter 
       
        
      Why Gay Spirituality: Spirituality
as Artistic Medium 
       
        
      Easton Mountain Retreat Center 
       
       
      Andrew Harvey &
Spiritual Activism 
       
       
      The Mysticism of
Andrew Harvey 
       
       
      The
upsidedown book on MSNBC 
       
        
       
       
       
      Enlightenment
       
       
      "It's
Always About You"  
       
       
       
      The myth of the Bodhisattva
Avalokitesvara  
       
        
      Joseph
Campbell's description of
Avalokiteshvara 
       
        
      You're
Not A Wave 
       
       
       
      Joseph Campbell Talks
about Aging 
       
       
       
      What is Enlightenment? 
       
       
       
      What is reincarnation?  
       
       
       
      How many lifetimes in an
ego? 
       
       
       
      Emptiness & Religious Ideas 
       
       
       
      Experiencing experiencing experiencing 
       
       
       
      Going into the Light 
       
       
       
      Meditations for a Funeral 
       
       
       
      Meditation Practice 
       
       
       
      The way to get to heaven 
       
       
       
      Buddha's father was right 
       
       
       
      What Anatman means 
       
       
       
      Advice to Travelers to India
& Nepal 
       
       
       
      The Danda Nata
& goddess Kalika 
       
       
       
      Nate Berkus is a bodhisattva 
       
       
       
      John Boswell was Immanuel Kant 
       
       
       
      Cutting
edge realization 
       
       
       
      The Myth of the
Wanderer 
       
       
       
      Change: Source of
Suffering & of Bliss 
       
       
       
      World Navel 
       
       
       
      What the Vows Really
Mean 
       
       
       
      Manifesting
from the Subtle Realms 
       
       
       
      The Three-layer
Cake
& the Multiverse 
       
       
      The
est Training and Personal Intention 
       
       
       
      Effective
Dreaming in Ursula LeGuin's The Lathe of Heaven 
       
       
        
       
       Gay
Spirituality 
      
       
Curious
Bodies 
       
       
      What
Toby Johnson Believes 
       
       
      The
Joseph Campbell Connection 
       
       
      The
Mann Ranch (& Rich Gabrielson) 
       
       
      Campbell
& The Pre/Trans Fallacy 
       
       
      The
Two Loves 
       
        
      The
Nature of Religion 
       
       
      What's true about
Religion 
       
        
      Being
Gay is a Blessing 
       
       
      Drawing Long Straws 
       
       
      Freedom
of Religion 
       
       
         
       
       
      The
Gay Agenda 
       
        
      Gay
Saintliness 
       
        
      Gay
Spiritual Functions 
       
       
      The subtle workings of the spirit
in gay men's lives.  
       
        
      The Sinfulness of
Homosexuality 
       
       
      Proposal
for a study of gay nondualism 
       
        
      Priestly Sexuality 
       
       
      Having a Church to
Leave 
       
       
      Harold Cole on Beauty 
       
       
        
       
       
      Marian Doctrines:
Immaculate Conception & Assumption 
       
       
      Not lashed to the
prayer-post 
       
       
      Monastic or Chaste
Homosexuality 
       
       
      Is It Time to Grow
Up? Confronting
the Aging Process 
       
       
      Notes on Licking 
(July, 1984) 
       
       
      Redeem Orlando 
       
       
      Gay Consciousness changing
the
world by Shokti LoveStar 
       
       
      Alexander Renault
interviews Toby
Johnson 
       
       
        
       
       
      Mystical Vision
       
       
      "The
Evolution of Gay Identity" 
       
        
      "St. John of the
Cross & the Dark Night of
the Soul." 
       
       
      Avalokiteshvara
at the Baths 
       
       
       Eckhart's Eye 
       
        
      Let Me
Tell You a Secret 
       
        
      Religious
Articulations of the
Secret 
       
        
      The
Collective Unconscious 
       
        
      Driving as
Spiritual Practice 
       
        
      Meditation 
       
        
      Historicity
as Myth 
       
        
      Pilgrimage 
       
        
      No
Stealing 
       
        
      Next
Step in Evolution 
       
        
      The
New Myth 
       
       
      The Moulting of the Holy Ghost 
       
       
      Gaia
is a Bodhisattva 
       
        
       
       
      The Hero's
Journey 
      
       
       
      The
Hero's Journey as archetype -- GSV 2016 
       
       
      The  Gay Hero Journey
(shortened) 
       
       
      You're
On Your Own 
       
       
      Superheroes 
       
       
        
        
       
      Seeing
Differently
       
       
      Teenage
Prostitution and the Nature of Evil 
       
        
      Allah
Hu: "God is present here" 
       
  
      Adam
and Steve  
       
        
      The Life is
in the Blood 
       
       
      Gay retirement and the "freelance
monastery"  
       
       
      Seeing with
Different Eyes 
       
       
      Facing
the Edge: AIDS as an occasion for spiritual wisdom 
       
       
      What
are you looking for in a gay science fiction novel? 
       
       
         
       
       
      The Vision 
      
       
       
      The
mystical experience at the Servites'  Castle in Riverside 
       
       
      A  Most Remarkable
Synchronicity in
Riverside 
       
       
      The
Great Dance according to C.S.Lewis 
       
       
        
       
      The Techniques Of The
World Saviors 
      Part 1: Brer Rabbit and the
Tar-Baby 
       
Part 2: The
Bodhisattva Avalokiteshvara 
       
Part 3: Jesus
and the Resurrection 
       
Part 4: A
Course in Miracles 
       
        
       
       
       
      The
Secret of the Clear Light  
       
       
        
      Understanding
the Clear Light 
       
        
      Mobius
Strip 
       
        
      Finding
Your
Tiger Face 
       
       
      How Gay Souls Get Reincarnated 
       
       
        
       
      Joseph
Campbell, the Hero's Journey, and the modern Gay Hero-- a five part
presentation on YouTube 
       
       
        
       
       
      About Alien Abduction 
       
        
      In
honor of Sir Arthur C Clarke 
       
        
      Karellen was a homosexual 
       
        
      The
D.A.F.O.D.I.L. Alliance 
       
       
      Intersections
with the movie When We Rise 
       
       
      More
about Gay Mental Health 
       
        
      Psych
Tech Training 
       
       
      Toby
at the California Institute 
       
        
      The
Rainbow Flag 
       
        
      Ideas for gay
mythic stories 
       
       
        
       
      People 
      
       
       
      Kip and Toby,
Activists 
       
        
      Toby's
friend and nicknamesake Toby Marotta. 
       
        
      Harry
Hay, Founder of the gay movement 
       
       
      About Hay and The New Myth 
       
       
      About
Karl
Heinrich Ulrichs, the first
man to really "come out" 
       
       
      About Michael Talbot, gay mystic 
       
        
      About Fr. Bernard Lynch 
       
       
      About Richard Baltzell 
       
       
      About Guy Mannheimer 
       
       
      About David Weyrauch 
       
        
      About
Dennis Paddie 
       
       
      About Ask the Fire 
       
        
      About
Arthur Evans 
       
        
      About
Christopher Larkin 
       
       
      About Mark Thompson 
       
        
      About Sterling Houston 
       
        
      About Michael Stevens 
       
       
      The Alamo Business
Council 
       
       
      Our friend Tom Nash 
       
        
      Second March on
Washington 
       
       
      The
Gay
Spirituality Summit in May 2004 and the "Statement
of Spirituality" 
       
       
        
       
       
      Book
Reviews
       
       
      Be Done on Earth by Howard
E. Cook 
       
       
      Pay Me What I'm Worth by
Souldancer 
       
       
      The Way Out by Christopher
L  Nutter 
       
       
      The Gay Disciple by John Henson 
       
       
      Art That Dares by Kittredge Cherry 
       
       
      Coming Out, Coming Home by Kennth
A. Burr 
       
       
      Extinguishing
the Light by B. Alan Bourgeois 
       
       
      Over Coffee: A conversation
For Gay
Partnership & Conservative Faith by D.a. Thompson 
       
       
      Dark Knowledge
by
Kenneth Low 
       
       
      Janet Planet by
Eleanor
Lerman 
       
       
      The
Kairos by Paul E. Hartman 
       
       
      Wrestling
with Jesus by D.K.Maylor 
       
       
      Kali Rising by Rudolph
Ballentine 
       
       
      The
Missing Myth by Gilles Herrada 
       
       
      The
Secret of the Second Coming by Howard E. Cook 
       
       
      The Scar Letters: A
Novel
by Richard Alther 
       
       
      The
Future is Queer by Labonte & Schimel 
       
       
      Missing Mary
by Charlene Spretnak 
       
       
      Gay
Spirituality 101 by Joe Perez 
       
       
      Cut Hand: A
Nineteeth Century Love Story on the American Frontier by Mark Wildyr 
       
       
      Radiomen
by Eleanor Lerman 
       
       
      Nights
at
Rizzoli by Felice Picano 
       
       
      The Key
to Unlocking the Closet Door by Chelsea Griffo 
       
       
      The Door
of the Heart by Diana Finfrock Farrar 
       
       
      Occam’s
Razor by David Duncan  
       
       
      Grace
and
Demion by Mel White 
       
       
      Gay Men and The New Way Forward by Raymond L.
Rigoglioso 
       
       
      The
Dimensional Stucture of Consciousness by Samuel Avery 
       
       
      The
Manly Pursuit of Desire and Love by Perry Brass 
       
       
      Love
Together: Longtime Male Couples on Healthy Intimacy and Communication
by Tim Clausen 
       
       
      War
Between Materialism and Spiritual by Jean-Michel Bitar 
       
       
      The
Serpent's Gift: Gnostic Reflections on the Study of Religion by
Jeffrey J. Kripal 
       
       
      Esalen:
America and the Religion of No Religion by Jeffrey J. Kripal 
       
       
      The
Invitation to Love by
Darren Pierre 
       
       
      Brain,
Consciousness, and God: A Lonerganian Integration by Daniel A
Helminiak 
       
       
      A
Walk with Four Spiritual Guides by Andrew Harvey 
       
       
      Can Christians Be Saved? by Stephenson & Rhodes 
       
       
      The
Lost Secrets of the Ancient Mystery Schools by Stephenson &
Rhodes 
       
       
      Keys to
Spiritual
Being: Energy Meditation and Synchronization Exercises by Adrian
Ravarour 
       
       
      In
Walt We
Trust by John Marsh 
       
       
      Solomon's
Tantric Song by Rollan McCleary 
       
       
      A Special Illumination by Rollan McCleary 
       
       
      Aelred's
Sin
by Lawrence Scott 
       
       
      Fruit
Basket
by Payam Ghassemlou 
       
       
      Internal
Landscapes by John Ollom 
       
       
      Princes
& Pumpkins by David Hatfield Sparks 
       
       
      Yes by Brad
Boney 
       
       
      Blood of the Goddess by William Schindler 
       
       
      Roads of Excess,
Palaces of
Wisdom by Jeffrey Kripal 
       
       
      Evolving
Dharma by Jay Michaelson 
       
       
      Jesus
in Salome's Lot by Brett W. Gillette 
       
       
      The Man Who Loved Birds by Fenton Johnson 
       
       
      The
Vatican Murders by Lucien Gregoire 
       
       
      "Sex Camp"
by
Brian McNaught 
       
       
      Out
& About with Brewer & Berg 
Episode One: Searching for a New Mythology 
       
       
      The
Soul Beneath the Skin by David Nimmons 
       
       
      Out
on
Holy Ground by Donald Boisvert 
       
       
      The
Revotutionary Psychology of Gay-Centeredness by Mitch Walker 
       
       
      Out There
by Perry Brass 
       
       
      The Crucifixion of Hyacinth by Geoff Puterbaugh 
       
       
      The
Silence of Sodom by Mark D Jordan 
       
       
      It's
Never About What It's About by Krandall Kraus and Paul Borja 
       
       
      ReCreations,
edited by Catherine Lake 
       
       
      Gospel: A
Novel
by WIlton Barnhard 
       
       
      Keeping
Faith: A Skeptic’s Journey by Fenton Johnson 
       
       
Dating the Greek Gods by Brad Gooch 
       
       
      Telling
Truths in Church by Mark D. Jordan 
       
       
      The
Substance of God by Perry Brass 
       
       
      The
Tomcat Chronicles by Jack Nichols 
       
       
      10
Smart
Things Gay Men Can Do to Improve Their Lives by Joe Kort 
       
       
      Jesus and the Shamanic Tradition of Same Sex Love
by Will Roscoe 
       
       
      The
Third Appearance by Walter Starcke 
       
       
      The Last Hours of Ancient Sunlight by Thom Hartmann 
       
       
      Surviving
and Thriving After a Life-Threatening Diagnosis by Bev Hall 
       
       
      Men,
Homosexuality, and the Gods by Ronald Long 
       
      An Interview
with Ron Long 
       
       
      Queering Creole Spiritual Traditons by Randy
Conner & David Sparks 
       
      An Interview with
Randy Conner 
       
       
      Pain,
Sex
and Time by Gerald Heard 
       
       
      Sex
and the Sacred by Daniel Helminiak 
       
       
      Blessing Same-Sex Unions by Mark Jordan 
       
       
      Rising Up
by
Joe Perez 
       
       
      Soulfully
Gay
by Joe Perez 
       
       
      That
Undeniable Longing by Mark Tedesco 
       
       
      Vintage: A
Ghost
Story by
Steve Berman 
       
       
      Wisdom
for the Soul by Larry Chang 
       
       
      MM4M a DVD
by Bruce Grether 
       
       
      Double
Cross
by David Ranan 
       
       
      The
Transcended Christian by Daniel Helminiak 
       
       
      Jesus
in Love by Kittredge Cherry 
       
       
      In
the Eye of the Storm by Gene Robinson 
       
       
      The
Starry Dynamo by Sven Davisson 
       
       
      Life
in
Paradox by Fr Paul Murray 
       
       
      Spirituality for Our Global Community by Daniel
Helminiak 
       
       
      Gay & Healthy in a Sick Society by Robert A.
Minor 
       
       
      Coming Out: Irish Gay Experiences by Glen O'Brien 
       
       
      Queering
Christ
by Robert Goss 
       
       
      Skipping
Towards Gomorrah by Dan Savage 
       
       
      The
Flesh of the Word by Richard A Rosato 
       
       
      Catland by
David Garrett Izzo 
       
       
      Tantra
for Gay Men by Bruce Anderson 
       
       
      Yoga
&
the Path of the Urban Mystic by Darren Main 
       
       
      Simple
Grace
by Malcolm Boyd 
       
       
      Seventy
Times Seven by Salvatore Sapienza 
       
       
      What
Does "Queer" Mean Anyway? by Chris Bartlett 
       
       
      Critique of Patriarchal Reasoning by Arthur Evans 
       
       
      Gift
of
the Soul by Dale Colclasure & David Jensen 
       
       
      Legend of the Raibow Warriors by Steven McFadden 
       
       
      The
Liar's
Prayer by Gregory Flood 
       
       
      Lovely
are the Messengers by Daniel Plasman 
       
       
      The Human Core of Spirituality by Daniel Helminiak 
       
       
      3001:
The Final Odyssey by Arthur C. Clarke 
       
       
      Religion and the Human Sciences by Daniel Helminiak 
       
       
      Only
the
Good Parts by Daniel Curzon 
       
       
      Four
Short
Reviews of Books with a Message 
       
       
      Life
Interrupted by Michael Parise 
       
       
      Confessions of a Murdered Pope by Lucien Gregoire 
       
       
      The
Stargazer's Embassy by Eleanor Lerman 
       
       
      Conscious
Living, Conscious Aging by Ron Pevny 
       
       
      Footprints Through the Desert by Joshua Kauffman 
       
       
      True
Religion by J.L. Weinberg 
       
       
      The Mediterranean Universe by John Newmeyer 
       
       
      Everything
is God by Jay Michaelson 
       
       
      Reflection
by Dennis Merritt 
       
       
      Everywhere
Home by Fenton Johnson 
       
       
      Hard Lesson by James
Gaston 
       
       
      God
vs Gay?
by Jay Michaelson 
       
       
      The
Gate
of Tears: Sadness and the Spiritual Path by Jay Michaelson 
       
       
      Roxie
&
Fred by Richard Alther 
       
       
      Not
the Son He Expected by Tim Clausen 
       
       
      The
9 Realities of Stardust by Bruce P. Grether 
       
       
      The
Afterlife Revolution by Anne & Whitley Strieber 
       
       
      AIDS
Shaman:
Queer Spirit Awakening by Shokti Lovestar 
       
       
      Facing the Truth of Your Life by Merle Yost 
       
       
      The
Super Natural by Whitley Strieber & Jeffrey J Kripal 
       
       
      Secret
Body by
Jeffrey J Kripal 
       
       
      In
Hitler's
House by Jonathan Lane 
       
       
      Walking on Glory by Edward Swift 
       
       
      The
Paradox
of Porn by Don Shewey 
       
       
      Is Heaven for Real? by Lucien Gregoire 
       
       
      Enigma by Lloyd Meeker 
       
       
      Scissors,
Paper, Rock by Fenton Johnson  
       
       
       
       
      
      Toby
Johnson's
Books on Gay Men's Spiritualities:
       
       
       
        
      Gay Perspective 
       
Things Our [Homo]sexuality  
Tells Us
about the  
Nature of God and  
the Universe 
       
       
      
      
      
      Gay
Perspective is available as an audiobook narrated
by Matthew Whitfield. Click
here  
       
       
       
       
       
       
       
       
        
      Gay Spirituality 
       
Gay Identity and   
the Transformation of  
Human Consciousness 
       
       
       
      
      
        
       Gay
Spirituality   is now
available as an audiobook, beautifully narrated by John Sipple. Click here 
        
       
       
       
       
       
       
       
       
        
      Charmed
Lives: Gay Spirit in Storytelling 
       
edited by  
Toby Johnson  
& Steve Berman 
       
       
       
       
       
       
       
        
      Secret
Matter 
       
Lammy Award Winner for Gay
Science Fiction 
       
updated 
       
       
       
       
       
       
       
        
      Getting Life in
Perspective 
       
A Fantastical Romance 
       
       
       
       
       
      
      
      Getting
Life in Perspective is available as an
audiobook narrated by Alex Beckham. Click
here    
       
       
       
       
       
       
        
       
      The Fourth Quill 
       
originally published
as
PLAGUE 
       
       
       
       
      
        
      
        
      The Fourth Quill is
available
as an audiobook, narrated by Jimmie
Moreland. Click here  
       
       
       
       
       
       
        
      Two Spirits: A Story of
Life
with the Navajo 
       
with Walter L. Williams  
       
       
       
       
      
       Two
Spirits  is available as an
audiobook  narrated by Arthur Raymond. Click
here  
       
       
       
       
       
       
        
      Finding
Your Own True Myth: What I Learned from Joseph
Campbell 
       
      The
Myth
of the
Great Secret III 
       
       
       
       
       
       
       
       
        
      In Search of God  in the Sexual Underworld 
       
       
       
       
       
       
       
       
       
       
        
       
      The Myth of the Great
Secret: An Appreciation of Joseph Campbell. 
       
This
was the second edition of this book. 
       
       
       
       
        
       
       
        
       
      Toby Johnson's
titles are
available in other ebook formats from Smashwords. 
        
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           Charmed Lives was nominated for
a
Lambda Literary Award  in
the
category Anthology.
           
       
        
        
      Kip Dollar & Toby Johnson attended the Gala Lambda Literary Awards
Presentation in NYC, May 31, 2007. Toby's
anthology CHARMED
LIVES,
co-edited by Steve Berman, was nominated for Best Anthology. The award
went to the very deserving Love, Bourbon Street, edited by Herren &
Willis.
       
       
        
       
       
      Charmed Lives:
Gay Spirit In Storytelling       
       
      An Anthology from White Crane Books,
edited
by Toby Johnson & Steve Berman  
      
       
         
            
            
          
      Editor
Toby
Johnson, author of GAY
SPIRITUALTY, has collected an anthology for White Crane Books of 
inspirational fiction with upbeat twists and turns as well
as autobiographical
anecdotes and essays of  positive and life-fulfilling aspects
of gay experience.  
       
      
        
             
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                We're presenting stories
that
demonstrate the proposition that "Gay life is charmed" -- with "charm"
having a rich variety of meanings. 
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                Spinning
Straw into Gold 
                  
Modern society, including--and
maybe
especially-- gay culture recreates its own mythological
traditions in "the
old-fashioned way,"
by telling stories.  
                 
Gay storytelling engender myths, allowing the negative
elements that traditional society and religion has placed on
homosexual identity
to be transformed and uplifted.  
                 
White Crane Books, an imprint of Lethe Press (Steve Berman,
editor/publisher), announces an anthology of
writings that do what good myths and
storytelling
are supposed to do: inspire and evoke meaning (especially out
of despondency
and darkness), to cheer, to place life in larger context, to hint at
secret
meanings--stories that inspire gay men to think positively about
themselves,
their lifestyles, their bodies (of any type), and,
especially, their own
spiritual paths. | 
               
              
                
                
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            There's a popular
stereotype that
homosexuality is a terrible curse and source of sorrow and suffering.
Many of us have actually "suffered" from that stereotype; many of us
have also transformed our attitudes about our aberrant sexual
orientation and discovered our sexuality can bestow great joy, talent,
success, love, and good fortune.  
             
Notice the layers of meaning in the word "charmed." There's a
suggestion of "magick" and "destiny/good karma" -- but also simple
usage as good luck and happiness. There's much to be grateful for in
being gay. "Charm" also suggests urbanity and good taste. AND "charm"
is a mysterious quality of quarks!  
             
              
            Editor Toby
Johnson, author of GAY
SPIRITUALTY has collected inspirational fiction with upbeat twists
and turns along with autobiographical
anecdotes and essays of  positive and life-fulfilling aspects
of gay experience and faith*
. 
             
We're especially featuring fiction and literary short stories with a
"Twilight Zone" or O. Henry sort of twist-- a little magic,
a little sci-fi,  a little romantic synchronicity. Such "twists"
move the meaning of the story into the mythical. That is, after all,
how the stories of religion have come down to us: by adding mystical,
magical, miraculous details to the story the spiritual/moral wisdom is
given eternal verity. 
             
            In the realm of personal anecdote,
we're presenting stories that demonstrate
how people's lives have been "charmed" because they're gay. 
             
Storytelling is one of the traditional ways values and "spirit" are
passed from one generation to the next.** 
              
             
             
             
               
                
  
                Let’s tell each other what a long straw we’ve drawn
in this life because we’re gay.  
                 
                 
                
  
                 
                
            *Through our "faith" we
have
been
saved. And we can save
others from
suffering by telling our positive stories. "Faith" means different
things to different
people.  There is, of course,
"faith" in a high power or deity, but gay men have also learned "faith"
in
friendship and in their own cultural accomplishments that have mattered
to
the community. The important attribute of the "faith" referenced in
Charmed Lives is that it inspires others. 
             
Share what you have "faith" in as a happy and successful homosexual.
Tell us how your gayness has enriched your life and allowed you to
contribute to the world. Spin us a story of transformation.  
             
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            ** Mythical / magical stories have a way
of placing their lesson in the realm of  "eternal
verities." Some
of the
old Twilight Zone stories (like the beautiful woman who thinks she's
ugly because she's been transported into another dimension in which the
criteria of beauty have been turned upside down) remain in collective
memory long after their day. Religious stories are like this. The great
myths--which claim veracity because of supernatural happenings (like
Moses opening the Red Sea or Jesus healing the lepers)--are always
about the deep dynamics of consciousness. 
             
Sci-fi and speculative fiction is one of the ways modern day writers
declare that the lessons of their stories carry greater truth
than just
the dramatic plot, that they are about generalizable patterns that give
meaning and direction to life.  
              
The intervention of fate and karma in human lives reveals a deep,
"mystical" experience of those dynamics of consciousness. 
             
Gayness is surely a "dynamic of consciousness." The positive,
enlightened, enlightening side of gayness can properly be written about
in mythic language. 
             
            This
image of the gay boys raising the rainbow flag is only a whimical
suggestion for a cover, but it captures the concept
for the book: a  twist, a  re-creation of traditional imagery
and myth with heroic gay meaning. This photo was created by
photographer Ed Freeman for the cover of Frontiers Magazine, Los
Angeles, in the mid-2000s. 
                
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            Read Reviews & Articles about Charmed
Lives 
              
             
            Here's the Table of
Contents to tempt readers 
              
             
           
         
       
      Introduction: Straw
into
Gold    
Toby Johnson    
           
      Introduction: Straw is Neither Dross nor Gold 
Steve
Berman     
        
      Ella, Kelly and Me…     Mark
Abramson
        
      
      The Story Behind the Story    
Perry
Brass
       
      
      An Angel on the Threshold    Eric
Andrews-Katz
       
      
      Shades    Bill Goodman
   
   
      
      The Canals of Mars    Victor J. Banis
   
  
      
      What Queer Spirit Sees    Jeffery
Beam 
      
      
      After Edward    Michael Gouda
      
      
      What Two Men Do In Bed    Bryn
Marlow     
      
      Great Uncle Ned    J.R.G. De
Marco 
     
      
      Beyond the Blue Bardo    
Sterling
Houston 
     
      
      The Verse    Jay Michaelson
     
      
      My Last Visits With Harry    
Bill
Blackburn 
     
      
      Reversing Vandalism     
Jim
Van Buskirk
     
      
      Grandfather’s Photograph    
Neil
Ellis Orts
     
      
      Gay Spirituality?     Will Gray
    
      
      “Charmed, I’m Sure”    Mark Thompson
and
Malcolm
Boyd      
      
      Viewing the Statue of David  Jim Toevs
     
      
      The True and Unknown Story of Albert
Gale  
Andrew Ramer
     
      
      Tom or An Improbable Tail   Ruth Sims
     
      
      Free Speech  Martin K. Smith
     
      
      This I Know  Dan Stone 
      
      Musuko Dojoji   Mark Horn
     
      
      A Path of Mirrors   Don Clark 
     
      
      Lines  John McFarland      
      
      Left with Love   Lewis DeSimone
     
      
      Get Thee Behind Me  Christos Tsirbas
     
      
      His Paper Doll  Steve Berman
      
      Desiring St. Sebastian  Donald L. Boisvert
  
      
      Manifest Love  David Nimmons
      
      Avalokiteshvara at The 21st Street Baths  Toby
Johnson 
     
      
      Neighborhood Walk  Steven A. Hoffman
     
      
      My Pride and Joy  Tyler
Tone     
      
      The Bell of St. Michael’s  Gary Craig 
    
      
      So What is the Charm?  Bert Herrman 
    
      
      And, finally   Michael Sigmann
     
       
      The Authors   
       
       
       
       Contributor
Sterling
Houston died November 8, 2007, just a few weeks before Charmed Lives
was released. Fellow Texas playwright Dennis Paddie wrote a beautiful tribute to Sterling which
appeared in The Gay & Lesbian Review. 
        
      
        
            
           
          
            
           
           
         
       
       
       
      
         
           
           
         
       
       
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