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Articles
and Excerpts:
Review of Samuel
Avery's The
Dimensional Structure of Consciousness
Funny
Coincidence: "Aliens Settle in San Francisco"
About Liberty Books, the
Lesbian/Gay Bookstore for Austin, 1986-1996
The Simple Answer to the Gay Marriage Debate
A
Bifurcation of Gay Spirituality
Why gay people should NOT Marry
The Scriptural Basis for
Same Sex Marriage
Toby and Kip Get Married
Wedding Cake Liberation
Gay Marriage in Texas
What's ironic
Shame on the American People
The "highest form of love"

Gay Consciousness
Why homosexuality is a sin
The cause of homosexuality
The
origins of homophobia
Q&A
about Jungian ideas in gay consciousness
What
is homosexuality?
What
is Gay Spirituality?
My three
messages
What
Jesus said about Gay
Rights
Queering
religion
Common
Experiences Unique to Gay
Men
Is there a "uniquely gay
perspective"?
The
purpose of homosexuality
Interview on the Nature of
Homosexuality
What the Bible Says about
Homosexuality
Mesosexual
Ideal for Straight Men
Varieties
of Gay Spirituality
Waves
of Gay Liberation Activity
The Gay Succession
Wouldn’t You Like to Be Uranian?
The Reincarnation of
Edward Carpenter
Why Gay Spirituality: Spirituality
as Artistic Medium
Easton Mountain Retreat Center
Andrew Harvey &
Spiritual Activism
The Mysticism of
Andrew Harvey
The
upsidedown book on MSNBC
Enlightenment
"It's
Always About You"
The myth of the Bodhisattva
Avalokitesvara
Joseph
Campbell's description of
Avalokiteshvara
You're
Not A Wave
Joseph Campbell Talks
about Aging
What is Enlightenment?
What is reincarnation?
How many lifetimes in an
ego?
Emptiness & Religious Ideas
Experiencing experiencing experiencing
Going into the Light
Meditations for a Funeral
Meditation Practice
The way to get to heaven
Buddha's father was right
What Anatman means
Advice to Travelers to India
& Nepal
The Danda Nata
& goddess Kalika
Nate Berkus is a bodhisattva
John Boswell was Immanuel Kant
Cutting
edge realization
The Myth of the
Wanderer
Change: Source of
Suffering & of Bliss
World Navel
What the Vows Really
Mean
Manifesting
from the Subtle Realms
The Three-layer
Cake
& the Multiverse
The
est Training and Personal Intention
Effective
Dreaming in Ursula LeGuin's The Lathe of Heaven

Gay
Spirituality
Curious
Bodies
What
Toby Johnson Believes
The
Joseph Campbell Connection
The
Mann Ranch (& Rich Gabrielson)
Campbell
& The Pre/Trans Fallacy
The
Two Loves
The
Nature of Religion
What's true about
Religion
Being
Gay is a Blessing
Drawing Long Straws
Freedom
of Religion
The
Gay Agenda
Gay
Saintliness
Gay
Spiritual Functions
The subtle workings of the spirit
in gay men's lives.
The Sinfulness of
Homosexuality
Proposal
for a study of gay nondualism
Priestly Sexuality
Having a Church to
Leave
Harold Cole on Beauty

Marian Doctrines:
Immaculate Conception & Assumption
Not lashed to the
prayer-post
Monastic or Chaste
Homosexuality
Is It Time to Grow
Up? Confronting
the Aging Process
Notes on Licking
(July, 1984)
Redeem Orlando
Gay Consciousness changing
the
world by Shokti LoveStar
Alexander Renault
interviews Toby
Johnson

Mystical Vision
"The
Evolution of Gay Identity"
"St. John of the
Cross & the Dark Night of
the Soul."
Avalokiteshvara
at the Baths
Eckhart's Eye
Let Me
Tell You a Secret
Religious
Articulations of the
Secret
The
Collective Unconscious
Driving as
Spiritual Practice
Meditation
Historicity
as Myth
Pilgrimage
No
Stealing
Next
Step in Evolution
The
New Myth
The Moulting of the Holy Ghost
Gaia
is a Bodhisattva

The Hero's
Journey
The
Hero's Journey as archetype -- GSV 2016
The Gay Hero Journey
(shortened)
You're
On Your Own
Superheroes

Seeing
Differently
Teenage
Prostitution and the Nature of Evil
Allah
Hu: "God is present here"
Adam
and Steve
The Life is
in the Blood
Gay retirement and the "freelance
monastery"
Seeing with
Different Eyes
Facing
the Edge: AIDS as an occasion for spiritual wisdom
What
are you looking for in a gay science fiction novel?
The Vision
The
mystical experience at the Servites' Castle in Riverside
A Most Remarkable
Synchronicity in
Riverside
The
Great Dance according to C.S.Lewis

The Techniques Of The
World Saviors
Part 1: Brer Rabbit and the
Tar-Baby
Part 2: The
Bodhisattva Avalokiteshvara
Part 3: Jesus
and the Resurrection
Part 4: A
Course in Miracles
The
Secret of the Clear Light
Understanding
the Clear Light
Mobius
Strip
Finding
Your
Tiger Face
How Gay Souls Get Reincarnated

Joseph
Campbell, the Hero's Journey, and the modern Gay Hero-- a five part
presentation on YouTube

About Alien Abduction
In
honor of Sir Arthur C Clarke
Karellen was a homosexual
The
D.A.F.O.D.I.L. Alliance
Intersections
with the movie When We Rise
More
about Gay Mental Health
Psych
Tech Training
Toby
at the California Institute
The
Rainbow Flag
Ideas for gay
mythic stories

People
Kip and Toby,
Activists
Toby's
friend and nicknamesake Toby Marotta.
Harry
Hay, Founder of the gay movement
About Hay and The New Myth
About
Karl
Heinrich Ulrichs, the first
man to really "come out"
About Michael Talbot, gay mystic
About Fr. Bernard Lynch
About Richard Baltzell
About Guy Mannheimer
About David Weyrauch
About
Dennis Paddie
About Ask the Fire
About
Arthur Evans
About
Christopher Larkin
About Mark Thompson
About Sterling Houston
About Michael Stevens
The Alamo Business
Council
Our friend Tom Nash
Second March on
Washington
The
Gay
Spirituality Summit in May 2004 and the "Statement
of Spirituality"
Book
Reviews
Be Done on Earth by Howard
E. Cook
Pay Me What I'm Worth by
Souldancer
The Way Out by Christopher
L Nutter
The Gay Disciple by John Henson
Art That Dares by Kittredge Cherry
Coming Out, Coming Home by Kennth
A. Burr
Extinguishing
the Light by B. Alan Bourgeois
Over Coffee: A conversation
For Gay
Partnership & Conservative Faith by D.a. Thompson
Dark Knowledge
by
Kenneth Low
Janet Planet by
Eleanor
Lerman
The
Kairos by Paul E. Hartman
Wrestling
with Jesus by D.K.Maylor
Kali Rising by Rudolph
Ballentine
The
Missing Myth by Gilles Herrada
The
Secret of the Second Coming by Howard E. Cook
The Scar Letters: A
Novel
by Richard Alther
The
Future is Queer by Labonte & Schimel
Missing Mary
by Charlene Spretnak
Gay
Spirituality 101 by Joe Perez
Cut Hand: A
Nineteeth Century Love Story on the American Frontier by Mark Wildyr
Radiomen
by Eleanor Lerman
Nights
at
Rizzoli by Felice Picano
The Key
to Unlocking the Closet Door by Chelsea Griffo
The Door
of the Heart by Diana Finfrock Farrar
Occam’s
Razor by David Duncan
Grace
and
Demion by Mel White
Gay Men and The New Way Forward by Raymond L.
Rigoglioso
The
Dimensional Stucture of Consciousness by Samuel Avery
The
Manly Pursuit of Desire and Love by Perry Brass
Love
Together: Longtime Male Couples on Healthy Intimacy and Communication
by Tim Clausen
War
Between Materialism and Spiritual by Jean-Michel Bitar
The
Serpent's Gift: Gnostic Reflections on the Study of Religion by
Jeffrey J. Kripal
Esalen:
America and the Religion of No Religion by Jeffrey J. Kripal
The
Invitation to Love by
Darren Pierre
Brain,
Consciousness, and God: A Lonerganian Integration by Daniel A
Helminiak
A
Walk with Four Spiritual Guides by Andrew Harvey
Can Christians Be Saved? by Stephenson & Rhodes
The
Lost Secrets of the Ancient Mystery Schools by Stephenson &
Rhodes
Keys to
Spiritual
Being: Energy Meditation and Synchronization Exercises by Adrian
Ravarour
In
Walt We
Trust by John Marsh
Solomon's
Tantric Song by Rollan McCleary
A Special Illumination by Rollan McCleary
Aelred's
Sin
by Lawrence Scott
Fruit
Basket
by Payam Ghassemlou
Internal
Landscapes by John Ollom
Princes
& Pumpkins by David Hatfield Sparks
Yes by Brad
Boney
Blood of the Goddess by William Schindler
Roads of Excess,
Palaces of
Wisdom by Jeffrey Kripal
Evolving
Dharma by Jay Michaelson
Jesus
in Salome's Lot by Brett W. Gillette
The Man Who Loved Birds by Fenton Johnson
The
Vatican Murders by Lucien Gregoire
"Sex Camp"
by
Brian McNaught
Out
& About with Brewer & Berg
Episode One: Searching for a New Mythology
The
Soul Beneath the Skin by David Nimmons
Out
on
Holy Ground by Donald Boisvert
The
Revotutionary Psychology of Gay-Centeredness by Mitch Walker
Out There
by Perry Brass
The Crucifixion of Hyacinth by Geoff Puterbaugh
The
Silence of Sodom by Mark D Jordan
It's
Never About What It's About by Krandall Kraus and Paul Borja
ReCreations,
edited by Catherine Lake
Gospel: A
Novel
by WIlton Barnhard
Keeping
Faith: A Skeptic’s Journey by Fenton Johnson
Dating the Greek Gods by Brad Gooch
Telling
Truths in Church by Mark D. Jordan
The
Substance of God by Perry Brass
The
Tomcat Chronicles by Jack Nichols
10
Smart
Things Gay Men Can Do to Improve Their Lives by Joe Kort
Jesus and the Shamanic Tradition of Same Sex Love
by Will Roscoe
The
Third Appearance by Walter Starcke
The Last Hours of Ancient Sunlight by Thom Hartmann
Surviving
and Thriving After a Life-Threatening Diagnosis by Bev Hall
Men,
Homosexuality, and the Gods by Ronald Long
An Interview
with Ron Long
Queering Creole Spiritual Traditons by Randy
Conner & David Sparks
An Interview with
Randy Conner
Pain,
Sex
and Time by Gerald Heard
Sex
and the Sacred by Daniel Helminiak
Blessing Same-Sex Unions by Mark Jordan
Rising Up
by
Joe Perez
Soulfully
Gay
by Joe Perez
That
Undeniable Longing by Mark Tedesco
Vintage: A
Ghost
Story by
Steve Berman
Wisdom
for the Soul by Larry Chang
MM4M a DVD
by Bruce Grether
Double
Cross
by David Ranan
The
Transcended Christian by Daniel Helminiak
Jesus
in Love by Kittredge Cherry
In
the Eye of the Storm by Gene Robinson
The
Starry Dynamo by Sven Davisson
Life
in
Paradox by Fr Paul Murray
Spirituality for Our Global Community by Daniel
Helminiak
Gay & Healthy in a Sick Society by Robert A.
Minor
Coming Out: Irish Gay Experiences by Glen O'Brien
Queering
Christ
by Robert Goss
Skipping
Towards Gomorrah by Dan Savage
The
Flesh of the Word by Richard A Rosato
Catland by
David Garrett Izzo
Tantra
for Gay Men by Bruce Anderson
Yoga
&
the Path of the Urban Mystic by Darren Main
Simple
Grace
by Malcolm Boyd
Seventy
Times Seven by Salvatore Sapienza
What
Does "Queer" Mean Anyway? by Chris Bartlett
Critique of Patriarchal Reasoning by Arthur Evans
Gift
of
the Soul by Dale Colclasure & David Jensen
Legend of the Raibow Warriors by Steven McFadden
The
Liar's
Prayer by Gregory Flood
Lovely
are the Messengers by Daniel Plasman
The Human Core of Spirituality by Daniel Helminiak
3001:
The Final Odyssey by Arthur C. Clarke
Religion and the Human Sciences by Daniel Helminiak
Only
the
Good Parts by Daniel Curzon
Four
Short
Reviews of Books with a Message
Life
Interrupted by Michael Parise
Confessions of a Murdered Pope by Lucien Gregoire
The
Stargazer's Embassy by Eleanor Lerman
Conscious
Living, Conscious Aging by Ron Pevny
Footprints Through the Desert by Joshua Kauffman
True
Religion by J.L. Weinberg
The Mediterranean Universe by John Newmeyer
Everything
is God by Jay Michaelson
Reflection
by Dennis Merritt
Everywhere
Home by Fenton Johnson
Hard Lesson by James
Gaston
God
vs Gay?
by Jay Michaelson
The
Gate
of Tears: Sadness and the Spiritual Path by Jay Michaelson
Roxie
&
Fred by Richard Alther
Not
the Son He Expected by Tim Clausen
The
9 Realities of Stardust by Bruce P. Grether
The
Afterlife Revolution by Anne & Whitley Strieber
AIDS
Shaman:
Queer Spirit Awakening by Shokti Lovestar
Facing the Truth of Your Life by Merle Yost
The
Super Natural by Whitley Strieber & Jeffrey J Kripal
Secret
Body by
Jeffrey J Kripal
In
Hitler's
House by Jonathan Lane
Walking on Glory by Edward Swift
The
Paradox
of Porn by Don Shewey
Is Heaven for Real? by Lucien Gregoire
Enigma by Lloyd Meeker
In
Search of Lost Lives by Michael Goddart
Queer Magic
by Tomas Prower
God in
Your Body by Jay Michaelson
Science
Whispering Spirit by Gary Preuss
Friends
of Dorothy by Dee Michel
New by Whitley
Strieber
Developing Supersensible Perception by Shelli
Renee Joye
Sage Sapien
by Johnson Chong
Tarot
of
the Future by Arthur Rosengarten
Brothers
Across Time by Brad Boney
Impresario
of Castro Street
by Marc Huestis
The
Pagan Heart of the West, Vol 1 by Randy P. Conner
Practical
Tantra by William Schindler
The Flip by
Jeffrey J. Kripal
The
Galilee Episode by Ronald Goetz
A New World
by Whitley Strieber
Bernhard
& LightWing by Damien Rowse
Stay Woke
by Justin Michael Williams
The
Mountains of Paris by David Oates
Trust Truth
by Trudie Barreras
Bayard
and Martin by Frederick Williams
How to be an Excellent Human Being by Bill Meacham
Scissors,
Paper, Rock by Fenton Johnson
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Toby Johnson's Books
on Gay
Spirituality:
Lammy-winning GAY
SPIRITUALITY: The Role of Gay Identity in the Transformation of
Human Consciousness.
Gay Spirituality has been rereleased in September 2018
by Peregrine
Ventures
Toby Johnson's 2003
Lammy-nominated book is
GAY PERSPECTIVE: Things Our
[Homo]sexuality Tells Us
about the Nature of God and the Universe
The Spiritual-Philosophical
Autobiography
Toby Johnson's
spiritual-philosophical autobiography, Finding Your Own True
Myth—The Myth of the Great Secret III, is both a
loving memorial to Joseph Campbell and an original extension of his
work.
Johnson, later a psychotherapist, religions scholar, novelist, and gay
spirituality writer, offers insight into the vital role that myth—and
insight into myth—play in the modern world and inspiration for anyone
seeking coherence and meaning. A wealth of personal anecdotes and
teaching stories are woven throughout the text to provide practical
applications for these lessons and concrete examples of their power to
change lives.
From Joseph Campbell, the
renowned comparative religions and mythology scholar, Toby Johnson
derived his central insight that there is a “new myth” arising in human
consciousness. This is the understanding of the nature of myth itself,
a “meta-myth,” the “myth of myth,” according to which our lives are
always giving us clues to the secret of our true and deepest nature,
and our salvation comes from following our own unique clues.
One of the clues that many cultures share is the tradition of the “wise
old man,” the elder who serves as guide, teacher, and companion,
helping others on the path to enlightenment. When Toby Johnson, a young
Catholic seminarian, left the monastery on his own unconventional
spiritual journey, he had the good fortune to find such a teacher in
the person of Joseph Campbell. Johnson says in the introduction: Joe
demonstrated how to gently leave behind the naïve religiousness of
youth and find wonder, meaning, and bliss in a new post-mythic, but
re-mythologized, spiritual consciousness.
Finding Your Own True Myth: What I Learned from Joseph
Campbell: The
Myth of the Great Secret III $18.00
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Toby
Johnson offers a remarkable positive and life-affirming description of
sexual and homosexual consciousness as a source of transcendent vision
and personal life fulfillment.
As editor/publisher of White Crane Journal (1997-2004), Johnson
featured articles and stories about gay men's mystical experiences and
adventures on the path to psychological and spiritual wholeness. This
book follows in that tradition.
Johnson had studied for the Catholic priesthood before leaving the
monastery in 1970 and moving to San Francisco to discover gay life and
gay consciousness. While enrolled in a graduate program at the
California Institute of Integral Studies, he met and befriended the
renowned scholar of mythology Joseph Campbell and became part of the
crew that put on Campbell's appearances in Northern California in the
'70s. From studying the world's religions and mythological traditions,
especially Buddhism and mystical Christianity, Johnson learned a deeper
meaning of spirituality. He still thought of himself as a monk, but now
with an understanding broader than his boyhood Catholicism.
While completing a degree as a psychotherapist, Johnson worked in a
specifically gay/lesbian community mental health clinic in the downtown
Tenderloin District. In that capacity he met social scientist—and
nicknamesake—Toby Marotta who was doing a survey for the County of
agencies in the Tenderloin. Marotta was just finishing his Harvard
Ph.D. on the gay political and cultural movement in New York City.
Together they worked to get their respective academic dissertations
rewritten into readable style and published as popular books. Then
pursuing Marotta's interest in ethnographic research into urban gay
lifestyles, they worked in a federally-funded study of teenage
prostitution to produce a Resource Manual for social service agencies
struggling to address issues raised by the "sexual revolution" of the
1960s and ’70s.
Originally published as In Search of God in the Sexual Underworld:
A Mystical Journey,
this book recounted Johnson's discoveries and adventures in the hustler
study, told from his perspective as a scholar of myth and religion and
a seeker on a spiritual path. Now re-released as Finding God in the
Sexual Underworld: The Journey Expanded,
this second edition adds more details of the author's personal life and
again demonstrates how to weave a tapestry of meaning out of seemingly
random and sometimes harrowing events.
The
Gay
Novels:
Two Spirits
Secret
Matter
The Fourth
Quill
Getting
Life
in Perspective
TWO
SPIRITS is a collaboration between noted anthropologist
and renowned gay scholar Walter L. Williams professor at the University
of Southern California and gay novelist and spiritual writer Toby
Johnson.
Set in the 1860s, it's the story of a young Virginian, fresh out of the
Civil War and struggling to find love and manly comradeship without
understanding what that means, who inadvertently gets himself assigned
to be Government Indian Agent to the Navajos at the Bosque Redondo
Reservation at Fort Sumner in the New Mexico desert, a kind of
concentration camp experiment in Indian management. The young
protagonist comes to appreciate the plight of the Navajo after he falls
in love with the Two-Spirit/berdache/ healer. Together the two lovers
manage to get the "experiment" declared a failure and so liberate
the Navajo people and get them back to their sacred homelands.
Says W Randy Haynes (Cherokee) author of the gay murder mystery with an
Indian detective, Cajun Snuff:
"Two Spirits is a
spectacular tale based upon the
1860's eviction of the Navajo people from their sacred lands. The
reader is transported to an earlier era where little known spiritual
traditions were, until recently, unmentionable outside some Native
American cultures. With an obvious love and deep respect for the
Navajo, Williams and Johnson expose a clash of cultures that will stun
many. Two Spirits, a treasure to read, is a rare combination of
historical fiction and spiritual wisdom at its absolute finest."
Navajo/Dine scholar Wesley Thomas provides A Commentary at the end of
the story discussing the current state of Navajo/Dine culture.
This is a wonderful love story with an adventuresome plot in the style
of Western genre, but with a delightfully gay twist and a good and very
palatable dose of sensible spirituality.
Two Spirits recounts the true history of Native American
cultures --
including same-sex marriage. So-called "gay marriage" was practiced on
the American continent for untold centuries before the Europeans
arrived. People we'd call "gay" today were revered members of the
tribe. They were the storytellers, priests, doctors, ambassadors,
counselors. They were the ones who kept culture alive -- just as gay
people are today (but with much less thanks and recognition from the
mainstream culture).
"A treasure to read"
TWO SPIRITS: A Story of Life with the Navajo $15.00
Two
Spirits is available as an
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also worked
together on Williams' novel of Pacific Island cultures and 18th century
whaling, set during the time of the Civil War.
Whaling
ships in the Aleutian Islands, Confederate raiders and Union naval
vessels in Maui, sloops and skiffs in the Hawaiian Islands--ships sail
into the unknown and change lives. This is the story of Eddie Freeman,
an African American slave from South Carolina, who escaped slavery in
1860 and got involved in the Civil War in a way that he never would
have expected. Eddie learned not to be afraid of change and the
unknown. Eddie was attracted to his own sex, and in 21st century
nomenclature would be called gay. But in his day he was just a young
man trying to find love and give affection. This is a story about the
unexpected twists and turns of life, and how sometimes a person must
travel one way to get to the other, become a sailor to find solid land,
go to the Arctic to get to a tropical paradise. It is about giving up
one’s home to find a better home. It is a story about learning to
transcend the polarities of slave and free, sacred and profane, love
and hate, human and animal. Most importantly, it is a story about
learning to transcend the polarity of life and death to become one with
nature, experience limitless love, gain absolute happiness, and achieve
true spiritual freedom.
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Spirit
of the Pacific by Walter L. Williams (2013-02-04)
———
"Toby
Johnson's fly blend of sweet romance, social commentary and
entertaining science fiction gives new meaning to the concept of a
'genre' novel--the sort of easy-going read rarely found in gay
fiction, and very welcome."
—Richard Labonte
SECRET MATTER is a
science-fiction
romance novel.
It
won a 1990 Lambda Literary Award for Gay Men's Science Fiction. In
1999, it was one of five books nominated to be the first ever
inducted into the Gay Lesbian Science Fiction Hall of Fame.
In November
2005, Secret Matter was released updated,
expanded, and
revised edition
for 21st century readers.
The
story tells
of the arrival of a race of aliens. They have cameleon-like autonomic
functions in their skin coloration which reveal their emotional and
psychological states. Thus they are fundamentally unable to lie. For
them homosexual activity is consistent with their biology and normal
in their culture. Recognizing our society's objection to homosexual
activity, however, they try to hide their true nature. The tension
created between the two cultures confuses their mission in coming to
our world.
The plot
is a
sweet love story about the relationship between a young gay man and
one of the aliens. Through several levels the protagonist slowly
uncovers the truth about the aliens' "secret life," including,
finally, the fact that they aren't really alien at all, but rather
come from a parallel world of Earth. The punch line is that in the
creation myth of the Garden of Eden in their world their "Adam &
Eve" did NOT commit original sin and their reward was both their
inability to hide the truth and, incidentally, their homosexuality. The
novel is
about the importance of coming out and the innocence of gay
experience.
Arthur C. Clarke was a great influence on
Toby
Johnson's thought and writing style.
Here's his piece In Honor
of Sir Arthur
C. Clarke
The excerpt from Secret Matter describes The Arrival of the Visitors
In June 1999,
the US national
gay and lesbian science
fiction fan club, the Gaylactic Network, nominated SECRET MATTER for
induction into its newly created Hall of Fame. This was the first
year of the Spectrum Awards and the Gaylactic Network Hall of Fame.
SECRET MATTER was chosen as one of the five nominees out of all
the gay and lesbian sci-fi ever published up to that time.
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The Fourth Quill
originally published as PLAGUE:
A Novel about Healing is the story of an AIDS
educator who uncovers a misconceived plot to suppress an effective
cure for HIV. As he begins to realize the sinister nature of his
discovery, he is forced to take seriously the teachings about healing
and about the nature of evil presented in A Course in Miracles, which
he has been talking about with members of an AIDS support group he
facilitates.
While
structured as a thriller, the novel is an uplifting presentation of
the wisdom of ACIM and of the delightful little spiritual
classic The
Lazy Man's Guide to Enlightenment and Ursula LeQuin's classic
novel The Lathe of Heaven.
This
novel is
an example of science fiction as modern day mythology.
Originally published by Alyson Publications.
Rereleased in
2012
with significant changes, the new title,
and a Foreword
by the author. Now from Peregrine Ventures, 2018. $15.00
The excerpt from The Fourth
Quill
is a
dramatization
of a story that Joe Campbell used to tell about the Mahayana Buddhist
myth of the Bodhisattva as world savior and a paradoxical
presentation of what we usually think of as suffering.
The tale is
called The Fourth Quill
Read more about The Fourth
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"There
is
a
fresh
naivete
in
[Toby
Johnson's]
style
that
rings
pleasantly
in
the
ear, like the memory of a 'boy's book' enthusiastically devoured at
age 12. Against the sour punk of so much of today's gay male fiction, Getting
Life in Perspective is a
treat."
—Marvin
Shaw
GETTING LIFE IN PERSPECTIVE is
a
post-modern novel about a big
city literary editor who, when faced with serious illness, retires to
the country to relieve stress and to write the novel he's always been
intending to write. Living alone in a ramshackle old mansion in the
Texas Hill Country, he begins to imagine that the characters of his
novel are real. Two young gay men from the 1890s then appear to him
and recount the story of their lives.
In the
turn-of-the-century story, the two characters, having managed to find
one another against great odds, seek refuge in a gay utopian colony
in Colorado loosely modeled after Edward Carpenter's farm in Sussex,
England. There they discover a gay positive, post-Christian,
Whitman-inspired spirituality.
The
writer is
never clear whether he is seeing ghosts or simply very vividly
creating his novel. But the Topper-esque ghosts playfully assist him
in coming to terms with his own self-pity and fear of dying.
It's a
sweet,
occasionally sexy, historical romance with a contemporary
spiritual/philosophical message woven in--along with just a touch of
the Twilight Zone.
More
about Getting Life in Perspective
Read about The
Clear
Light Colony from
GETTING LIFE IN PERSPECTIVE.
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Life in Perspective is available as an
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Charmed Lives: Gay
Spirit in
Storytelling
edited by Toby Johnson and Steve Berman
Spinning
Straw into Gold
Modern society, including--and
maybe
especially-- gay culture recreates its own mythological
traditions in "the
old-fashioned way,"
by telling stories.
Gay storytelling engender myths, allowing the negative
elements that traditional society and religion has placed on
homosexual identity
to be transformed and uplifted.
White Crane Books, an imprint of Lethe Press (Steve Berman,
editor/publisher), announces an anthology of
writings that do what good myths and
storytelling
are supposed to do: inspire and evoke meaning (especially out
of despondency
and darkness), to cheer, to place life in larger context, to hint at
secret
meanings--stories that inspire gay men to think positively about
themselves,
their lifestyles, their bodies (of any type), and,
especially, their own
spiritual paths.
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Gay Spirituality:
Gay Identity and the Transformation of
Human Consciousness
(click on title for more info & reviews)
The answer to what gay people
are
here for!
Lambda Literary Award
winner
Spirituality/Religion 2000
Nominated Best Gay/Lesbian Non-Fiction Book of
the Year by ForeWord: the magazine of independent and
university
presses.
A new edition of GAY SPIRITUALITY
was released
with
a beautiful cover featuring
art by Stevee Postman.
"...quite simply the
best,
sanest, most readable book on the subject I've come across..." a reader
wrote in email.
"[Gay
Spirituality]
is the book that Walt Whitman might have written if he'd studied with
Joseph Campbell. It combines an unflaggingly exuberant,
life-affirming tone with impressive scholarship and interpretive
flair. And, like Whitman, it convinces not by argument but by its
presence. The clarity of the author's mind--as well as his evident
kindness, wit, and intellectual daring--has produced what is not so
much a book as a soul-replenishing companion, a guide, and a friend."
—Stephen Mo Hanan, The
Gay & Lesbian Review.
The renowned writer,
psychologist, and father of gay-oriented psychotherapy, Don Clark, PhD
calls Gay Spirituality "stunning" and "remarkable."
Gay
Spirituality
$15.00
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Spirituality is
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(click
on
title
for more info & reviews)
"An illuminating, honest,
provocative, and significant
exploration of gay spirituality. This is must reading for all seeking
the spiritual element in the gay experience."
--Malcolm
Boyd (Take Off the Masks, Gay Priest, & Look Back in
Joy) & Mark
Thompson (Gay Spirit, Gay Soul, &
Gay Body)
"Toby Johnson reveals how gay
male
sensibility
contributes to
the leading edge of culture and consciousness, and can even
revolutionize religion in ways that benefit everyone. You may never
view your role in the scheme of things in quite the same way.
-- Bruce P. Grether, Mindful Masturbation:
Transforming Male Self-Pleasuring
into a
Spiritual Practice
Peregrine Ventures
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Perspective is available as an audiobook narrated
by Matthew Whitfield. Click
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To order any
of Toby Johnson's printed books, please use Paypal.com to send
the price of book(s) (freight within the U.S. and tax, if applicable,
are included)
to tobyjohnso@aol.com
(note
truncation
of
last name)
(If you
want to pay
by
check
or
M.O. or to inquire about postage outside the US,
please send email to tobyjohnso@aol.com)
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discount internet booksellers is about the same since they add
postage. BUT if you're buying other books and the combined total is
over $25.00
you can save money with their free shipping. If you're going to order
gay genre books, please order from a gay
community bookstore, like Giovanni's Room in Philadelphia.
Gay
Spirituality from an independent bookstore near you
Gay
Perspective from an
independent bookstore near you
Secret
Matter from an independent
bookstore near you
Getting
Life in
Perspective from an
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Two Spirits
from an independent bookstore near
you
Charmed
Lives
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bookstore near
you
Finding God in the Sexual Underworld from an
independent bookstore near you
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Meet
Toby Johnson & Kip
Dollar
Now out of print
The
Myth of
the
Great
Secret: An Appreciation of Joseph Campbell
Published in 1992 by Celestial Arts,
a revised edition of a book by the same name
(with different
subtitle)
Used copies are available from amazon.com resellers. Click
here.
A
"Second Revised Edition"has been published as
Finding Your Own True Myth: What I Learned from Joseph Campbell: The
Myth of the Great Secret III. Click here.

Toby's 1983 book In Search of God in
the
Sexual Underworld (published
under the name Edwin Clark
Johnson) is
available used from amazon.com
resellers. Click
here.
A scan of the pages of this book is available for download. Click here.

In Search of God has been rewritten and expanded by the author in 2020,
and republished with the slightly altered title Finding
God in the Sexual Underworld.

Toby
Johnson's first book was titled The Myth of the Great Secret:
A Search for Spiritual Meaning in the Face of Emptiness. It
appeared in 1981
published by William Morrow.
It contains a chapter on
Werner Erhard and est that is not included in the revised edition.
(That essay is available on this website. Click here.)
Used copies are still available. Click
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Manuscripts in progress
You're welcome to preview these
books.
Please send comments.
Awakening:
A
Novel
of the
Millennium
Bowman's World:
the sequel to Awakening
Last Update: 08/20/2020
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